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lunar02102009

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Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
My break was relatively short , as i predicted she left me so yeah thats that . Atp i can predict most of my life and i dont think theres anyting good in it
 
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kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
622
I can predict someone is about to leave me soon too, so I'm back here before it happens. At least we have this place for a little comfort
 
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Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
I jus really wanna die i wan to die please kill me please kill me please please i cant do this anymore i dont want to do this anymore i just want to die please please i really wanna die i wanna stop crying and suffering for once please someone please kill me i will give you everything have but please have mercy on me and kill me i beg everyone
 
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Withered

Student
Apr 9, 2025
103
I jus really wanna die i wan to die please kill me please kill me please please i cant do this anymore i dont want to do this anymore i just want to die please please i really wanna die i wanna stop crying and suffering for once please someone please kill me i will give you everything have but please have mercy on me and kill me i beg everyone
I know it's hard. I've been through almost everything negative and almost nothing positive, and so trust me when I say that it is important to let yourself feel everything and cope with it as much as you can. CTB becomes an avenue if and only if that which motivates how you feel right now in your emotionally dysregulated state is still present in your most calmed one. Seek out people to talk to. Family, friends, therapists, or even us.
 
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lunar02102009

Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
I know it's hard. I've been through almost everything negative and almost nothing positive, and so trust me when I say that it is important to let yourself feel everything and cope with it as much as you can. CTB becomes an avenue if and only if that which motivates how you feel right now in your emotionally dysregulated state is still present in your most calmed one. Seek out people to talk to. Family, friends, therapists, or even us.
Everybody is useless ctb is my only option i dont wanna keep banging my head every day and cry with her support
 
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Withered

Student
Apr 9, 2025
103
Everybody is useless ctb is my only option i dont wanna keep banging my head every day and cry with her support
Take some time to breathe, friend. You're bigger and better than what befalls you.
 
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Lone1y_Lamp
Apr 12, 2025
211
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Diceroller90

Member
Jan 12, 2020
51
My break was relatively short , as i predicted she left me so yeah thats that . Atp i can predict most of my life and i dont think theres anyting good in it
It may be hard to think like this now, but look at this way: you managed to step away. You managed to break free once which means, logically, you can do it again.

At least that is what I am telling my self (Check my join date).
 
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Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,260
I'm back too, after 6 months approximately.

Welcome back home.
 
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Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,330
Welcome back! 🫂
 
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