Back almost a year later

[Stella78]

Go look at my past post. Almost 1 year ago i said "who else is ending it all before 2020." But I'm still here. Things did get manageable not better, but i had hope. I stopped going on this website to try and "fix" my life. Got knocked down into the same position and im fucking done. Guys i swear to god im not living 2021, im making it a mission to ctb.i feel it coming soon.

 

[HelensNepenthe]

There are a lot of us who are still here. You are not alone, at all. Take care of yourself.

 

[All an illusion]

Go look at my past post. Almost 1 year ago i said "who else is ending it all before 2020." But I'm still here. Things did get manageable not better, but i had hope. I stopped going on this website to try and "fix" my life. Got knocked down into the same position and im fucking done. Guys i swear to god im not living 2021, im making it a mission to ctb.i feel it coming soon.

I'm sorry things didn't go your way this past year stella...continue fighting...as is that was your initial inclination before....you're always loved and held without judgement here regardless

 

[theguineapigking]

Hey. It must be so hard to have been through that. What allowed you to get better for a while? What caused you to get knocked back down? Did something happen recently? How long were things going well before you started falling back down? Feel free to talk to us about it.

Don't feel bad about delaying. I thought I'd be dead years ago. I promised myself I'd be dead by 18. I then promised myself that I'd be dead by christmas 2016( a few months after my bday) after lung surgery issues. Well, I'm still here. My family holds me back. Is there anything that has been holding you back? Or is it just fear of death?

Do you have a method that you've decided on?


Im here to talk if you'd like.


Best wishes in the meantime :)

 

[Lady black]

I know this feeling, hope you will enjoy your time until you have to go

 

[waterbottleman]

What happened?

 

[s1mplem3]

Welcome back. I'm sorry about life, if there is anything I can do for you - please let me know.