kindawannacrylol
Student
- Jan 13, 2021
- 142
The last time i was on here i think i was discussing my desire to get help and maybe try to turn my life around which looking back is quite sad and maybe even funny. Anyway, I've decided I have prolonged my ctb for way too long, waiting for a sign or maybe a miracle. However life has become too much for me to handle and I'm done. I really just can't do it anymore. Hanging was never an option I even wanted to consider, but I think it's the one I'm going to have to go through with. It's the most accessible and I can do it soon. I don't want to leave a note, my reasons are too deep rooted and complex to compile into a note and i feel as if i'd end up saying the wrong things, the thoughts in my head are way too jumbled up and complicated to write down anyway.
