August

[Emu]

My regret is that in August I didn't do the job properly and I'm still here..
and the past couple of times I've tried since haven't worked and I'm still here.
Before my breakdown I had the energy to try but now I'm depressed I don't have the energy to proper plan or go anywhere!
Im suicidal without the energy atm and it's killing me!!!
I can't wait to get that burst of energy and go off..!!!

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that must be frustrating to have no energy.It is very difficult to ctb as we are programmed to survive after all. If only there was a way to just disappear. I also regret not ctb at an earlier date. I wish you the best.

 

[Emu]

I can imagine that must be frustrating to have no energy.It is very difficult to ctb as we are programmed to survive after all. If only there was a way to just disappear. I also regret not ctb at an earlier date. I wish you the best.

Thank you for your kind words, I wish you the best too

 

[obliviousatbest]

I hope you find the energy to pull you out of how you're feeling, in whichever way you crave. It's so draining to be paralysed like that and trapped in your being. Sending you tranquil energy

 

[Emu]

I hope you find the energy to pull you out of how you're feeling, in whichever way you crave. It's so draining to be paralysed like that and trapped in your being. Sending you tranquil energy

It is my soul Is pained, the only thing that is keeping me going is that I have my exit or at least a good try at it..
Thank you for sending tranquil energy and I send some back to you too..