August has ended do you feel better or worse about it?

[grungy自殺]

I say for me it's terrible because, i consider the month after july which to me is the most symbolic for my whole existence, and literally the end of it was the end of my life (as i put it in my writings on my profile) like it ended just like that, and i don't know why i continue to be here when i've should've taken my life years ago on that date and literally it's the ironic part, like for me it feels like 2022 all over again and i know how much hell i've suffered through that year and i dreaded it since then....

How about everyone else?

 

[hihi2027]

Another month, another day, another year, another hour

It's the same. It's all the same

 

[Quentin]

Shit month just like all the other ones

 

[idontwantthisplease]

I feel somewhat worse, it's another month wasted for me, I didn't get the chance to improve my life or ctb because I'm a fucking coward.

 

[FuneralCry]

No matter what it'll always be dreadful to exist, this existence is a mistake that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much agony one can feel and I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence, I'll just always see existence as the problem and what is so dreadful is how this existence was even imposed at all. For me non-existence is just all that's positive, I'll always see existence as the problem, only in non-existence will I be at peace from the dreadful burden of existing that is just waiting to die anyway.

 

[endlesschatter]

I feel good about it.. It's an interesting month

 

[Forveleth]

Better! Summer is almost over!

 

[Stale_Existense]

Had a sliver of good in there but like always it got taken over by just wanting to be finally gone for good.

 

[HaibaneRenmei]

Same way I felt about the other months ending.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

I wasn't even supposed to live to see the summer, so for me it's a reminder that it's time to get ready to go.

 

[Aren]

I say for me it's terrible because, i consider the month after july which to me is the most symbolic for my whole existence, and literally the end of it was the end of my life (as i put it in my writings on my profile) like it ended just like that, and i don't know why i continue to be here when i've should've taken my life years ago on that date and literally it's the ironic part, like for me it feels like 2022 all over again and i know how much hell i've suffered through that year and i dreaded it since then....

How about everyone else?

I can relate and i am so sorry for you.
It ended brutally and since 2023 each August brings me pain. Since 3 years i lost one important thing of my life at this time of the year. This year i lost too much, with this last loss i cannot continue but it's very hard to ctb.
I understand your message and i agree, i don't see the point of life. Since 3 years i should ctb at this date too... 1st september 2023 was the first time i try to ctb, and i am still here. At this time i was not aware of this site and all the informations so I did not know "how" to ctb. Now i know but still in pain and trying to catch the bus as quick as i can.

 

[hazelmoon]

Better. I hate summer because I have no friends, and this is the season when everybody is out living life the most. I have to watch everybody else live their lives and have fun through a phone screen while I rot away at home. I'm also happy it's ending because that means my time on this earth is coming closer to an end. My birthday is also at the end of September, so that will be pretty depressing cause I know I will spend it alone, but maybe if I get real lucky I won't make it that far

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

A tiny bit better. We are now in spring in Australia and winter is over.