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moonsun

moonsun

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Oct 28, 2025
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Yea like the title suggests
I will update or not
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
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I'm sorry life has come to this point. Are you sure of your SN protocol? I hope everything goes well. Good luck🫂
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I hope you find peace.
 
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Claymore7274

Claymore7274

never meant to be loved
Oct 4, 2025
126
Best of luck !!
 
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darksouls

darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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leftoperish

leftoperish

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😌 go with grace and boldness.
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

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Jul 3, 2025
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You are lucky for escaping this shit world
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
454
Best of luck, and I hope you find peace!
 
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Abandoned Phantom

Abandoned Phantom

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Oct 3, 2025
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Wishing you the best. Hope you find the peace you are searching for.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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moonsun

moonsun

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Oct 28, 2025
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I am soo sick of everything man.
I cant take it anymore
Wish i died the day i was born.
When i was little i ate some medecine or something meant for dogs.
I almost passed out.
Wish nobody found me that day.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
454
I am soo sick of everything man.
I cant take it anymore
Wish i died the day i was born.
When i was little i ate some medecine or something meant for dogs.
I almost passed out.
Wish nobody found me that day.
What happened? Did you fail the sn?
 
moonsun

moonsun

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Oct 28, 2025
32
Just an update
I had to rearrange my room and stuff so i took like 2-3 days extra for my self but things are only and only getting worst i dont want to see 2026 at all.
Also after i take sn i will take a bite of chocolate just to make the taste bearable...it will be ok right?
 
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Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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Just an update
I had to rearrange my room and stuff so i took like 2-3 days extra for my self but things are only and only getting worst i dont want to see 2026 at all.
Also after i take sn i will take a bite of chocolate just to make the taste bearable...it will be ok right?
I'd suggest sucking on the chocolate, don't swallow it
 
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heydude56

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Aug 13, 2025
252
I hope you find peace...😢 what location are you thinking of doing it?
 
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roselike

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Aug 3, 2023
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What medications are you using for SN? I will also be leaving in about three days.
 
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socksnsandles

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Oct 7, 2025
292
see you on the other side soon. cheers
 
ObsidianWatcher

ObsidianWatcher

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Dec 12, 2025
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Be careful, and best of luck. May you find the peace you deserve.
 
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moonsun

moonsun

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Oct 28, 2025
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Update - i am soo sorry my break got over and i have my exams going on..i hv def failed my last exams i gave 2 weeks back and now this.I panicked so hard that i could only fasted 16 hrs then i ate something..just happens with me that if i am hungry that long i go crazy and wity my current mental health it gets worst the anxiety increases my heart rate like crazy.
I really still consider ctb b4 2025 bcs yes i am a moron and this moron should def not exist in 2026.
Also my dad got me a really soft cozy blanket out of no where but i cant even sleep due to exams i hv gotten more insomanic.
Next time i ctb i will post minutes b4 drinking it so that way it will be better
I hope @DoAnythingMore is doing good too bcs buddy u didnt reply back to my pm its ok tho :) i am here will survive few more days
 
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