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Tiktok

Tiktok

Member
Feb 21, 2020
30
in approximately 7 hours i will drink it.

i got the sn today. unfortunately, the antiemetic hasn't arrived yet, and it's been 3 weeks since i ordered it. to be honest, everyday i'm getting more impatient and i just want it to get it over with.

i'll follow Stan's guide.

i'm aware that there is a chance i will puke it all and not die. in that case, i will be sure to make an update and to describe how drinking the SN feels like.

however, i'm very positive i want to die, and i will make a huge effort not to puke it out, as it takes 10-20 minutes to pass out once you drink it.

lastly, i want to thank this website that gave me information on the method.

so if within 24 hours after drinking the sn i don't make an update, be sure I actually died and delete my account.
 
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DeadButDreaming

DeadButDreaming

Specialist
Jun 16, 2020
362
I hope you have a peaceful exit, brother.
 
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x-Ace-x

x-Ace-x

Experienced
Aug 20, 2019
295
If that's what you truly want, then may your journey be quick and peaceful. Goodbye :heart:
 
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aminend

aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
in approximately 7 hours i will drink it.

i got the sn today. unfortunately, the antiemetic hasn't arrived yet, and it's been 3 weeks since i ordered it. to be honest, everyday i'm getting more impatient and i just want it to get it over with.

i'll follow Stan's guide.

i'm aware that there is a chance i will puke it all and not die. in that case, i will be sure to make an update and to describe how drinking the SN feels like.

however, i'm very positive i want to die, and i will make a huge effort not to puke it out, as it takes 10-20 minutes to pass out once you drink it.

lastly, i want to thank this website that gave me information on the method.

so if within 24 hours after drinking the sn i don't make an update, be sure I actually died and delete my account.
I hope best for u. Keep us updated.
 
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Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,449
I'm lighting a candle for you. I hope it will guide you to love and peace.
 
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EraseRewind

EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
I wish you peace on your journey
 
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
@Tiktok how are you feeling ? It's ok to have 2nd thoughts
 
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Raminiki

Raminiki

Iustitia Mortuus
Jun 12, 2020
269
Hope you're doing okay. I wish you peace and freedom from your suffering. It's okay to change your mind. Please take the utmost care when the time comes. Gentle dreams to you.
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
679
I hope you manage to find what you are looking for the most. I hope all goes well and without any pain or suffering. Wishing you peace from all the cruelty in this world.
 
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Lost_the_will2_live

Lost_the_will2_live

11:11
Feb 25, 2020
125
Wishing you peace ❤️ Always seem to comment on the SN ctb'ers due to that being my method and it pulls on my heart strings. Hope you get the peaceful exit you crave xx
 
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TakeYourHappyPills

TakeYourHappyPills

Member
Nov 26, 2019
57
Good luck. I wish you all the best and hope you find peace (:
 
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NoPlaceForme

NoPlaceForme

We wanted peace
Jun 13, 2020
68
I also plan to go by this method soon. I will be wishing you peace tonight. I sincerely hope you find it.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
845
I wish you peace. :hug:
 
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SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

I think I'll take a dirt nap.
Oct 13, 2019
1,028
Best of luck. I do hope your journey is as smooth as they come and you arrive at the peace you're looking for. xx
 
WinterFaust

WinterFaust

Shimmer
Apr 13, 2020
412
I hope you find the peace you're looking for. Rest easy ❤️
 
TheRaul95

TheRaul95

Student
Apr 25, 2020
132
Let the transition be peacefull, bless you
 
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Duffbeer9999

Member
May 25, 2020
8
I wish peace and love on your journey!
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Thoughts , Prayers, Peace and Love. -. I wish you the best in whatever happened.
 
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Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
Most likely too late for saying this, but wish you a good luck in your journey.
 

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