Venting Attempt #6 failed

[AtLeastThere'sSalad]

I'm just tired of trying, getting scared, and backing out. Then I try to get better, go through a cycle of better then worse then better then worse then much better then much much worse until I try and get scared and back out again. Mental hospitals suck. I try so hard to get better, but however much I improve, the bad gets worse. The range of emotions just gets wider and normal functioning gets more and more rare. I'm tired y'all. I don't get why I do this to myself, either the trying to ctb or trying to recover. Both just suck.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life certainly is exhausting. I know how you feel, it is hopeless when we try to get better and we just end up worse. There is only so much we are able to cope with. I wish you well.

 

[OkFaithlessness]

You are understood. This is why not even suicide can compete with sheer antinatalism. Unfortunately, this, is all we have. Wish you luck!