Discussion Asd- Accommodation is a lie lmao

[myattempt]

Not even just talking specifically about autism but in general accommodation is a lie - and the people that push this idea that it's not a lie is so they don't have to to take any accountability or responsibility for any part they take in you taking your own life

Funny that everyone knows it's a complete lie because they'll tell you "but that's not the way the world works- not everything revolves around you" - - good luck trying to tell that to someone who already doesn't want to like- because ain't nobody got to tell me nothing- I've never wanted to live ever in the short life I've lived even when I've been happy logical reasoning has been always at the forefront of my mind

Anyway thanks so accommodation is a lie and is a social humiliation ritual to partake in so I refuse to be apart of anything of the sorts .

 

[Worst creature]

speaking from personal experience ASD Acomodations were like tape on a scar (if thats a good analogy). It looks helpful until the scar gets any worse or the person loosens their grip on themselves for any reason and just falls apart. I speak from experience as I paid for my mediocre grades with a destroyed self esteem and tears running down my face almost every day 5th-10th grade.

Years of feeling surveiled like an experiment, humiliated and belittled... But I would not even have passed 5th grade without it, i also never learned how to live without it.

I still remember my dad telling me that i have to defeat myself... an extremely kind man whos words unintentionally made me feel like i got pushed into a locker.

I only ever got worse. Mentally. then my grades got worse. My mental health much worse and before I knew it I turned suicidal

In hindsight it feels like I was lead onto this site nearly a decade ago by thoose around me