Are you sad to go?

[Fadeawaaaay]

Are you sad to say goodbye?

 

[Snake of Eden]

Yes but I like to think that we will meet again. Even in the heights of despair there can be a glimmer of hope that somehow things will turn around even after this life has ended

 

[FuneralCry]

To me, the thought of this life ending is a wonderful thought. I am not sad about dying. More than anything, I want peace and freedom from all suffering. I want eternal nothingness. I do not want to experience anything ever again. The only thing that feels right for me is death.

 

[eternalpeace]

Yes, very sad. I know it is going to hurt my parents, and my niece, and I do feel sad about that. And honestly, I'm a bit sad for myself because I couldn't make it work. If I could have done so, I would have liked to.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

No , l'll be glad to go! I was never meant to be here in the first place, there was no plan written for me, l've been cold and alone and unloved vunwanted and belonging no where all of my 50 years on this hateful lump of dirt!

 

[Somber]

When mom died, she had had been diagnosed with Alzheimer's for several years. I don't think she even recognized me or dad anymore. As far as I know she didn't commit suicide, she just died in an accident. While I definitely think that mom's dead was the best that could have happened to her at that point, that didn't make me any less sad.

It'd be a short list of people that would be hurt by my passing, but I don't feel good about the prospect of hurting them either and I definitely wouldn't do it at all if a solution would have been possible.

 

[LeapOfFaith]

Sometimes.
I feel like I am not able to make anything work. But then again it feels like I am not capable to fit in to this world. I have always stood up for people in my surroundings but it feels like I never get anything back. I have been thru so much pain ever since I was young. I am currently in a situation that pushes me closer to the edge of life day by day. I can't live like this much longer. More often than not I feel a sense of relief when contemplateing suicide.

The only thing that worries me is how my family will react afterwards. But then again, I can't stay here just out of sympathy... I have been searching for another solution for a couple of years now. I have done my best... it's not enough.

I remember a time long ago when I actually got sad by realizing that I wanted to end my life at the young age of 10. I felt sorry for myself and wondered why I had to feel this way. The last couple of years I have not felt like that. Now I just feel like the only thing I am in control of is ending my life and that gives me a sense of relief in itself.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

Devastated.

 

[Justsogone]

Sad because my parents would suffering too much.
Sometimes I really regret to have this suicidal thought

 

[Silenos]

I'll be sad to say goodbye to my closest friends and knowing my departure will hurt them.

Other than that I'll be relieved.

 

[BlazingBob]

Not at all.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Yes, but only to very few people. There's no point in being sad for myself; I'll be dear. I'm sad for the people who will feel like they've lost something after I've gone. That's a very small number of people.

I've been screwed over enough in life to know that people for whom I would've moved mountains couldn't care less about me. Some will pretend to mourn. A majority will mourn until the funeral and then forget all about me.

The only people I'll be sad about would be my husband, mother, and goddaughters. They'll be better off without me in the long run, but they won't realize that for a while.

 

[Insomniac]

I'm filled with resentment.

 

[little helpers]

not quite. but I get sad sometimes thinking that *I* will be saying goodbye to music when I go. it's weird.

 

[NotSureToEndure]

not quite. but I get sad sometimes thinking that *I* will be saying goodbye to music when I go. it's weird.

I don't particularly believe in an afterlife, but I hope if there's one thing we get to do when we dissappear - it's listen to music.

 

[DunnoWhyButYeah]

Hmm nope.

 

[NotSureToEndure]

I go through feelings of calmness, when I feel I've set a date and method... Then sadness, then guilt. Haven't ever made an attempt yet, but I'm certain there will be strong feelings if I ever do.

I love a lot about the world, I'm just tired, and there's a lot I don't like about it too.

 

[LeapOfFaith]

I go through feelings of calmness, when I feel I've set a date and method... Then sadness, then guilt. Haven't ever made an attempt yet, but I'm certain there will be strong feelings if I ever do.

I love a lot about the world, I'm just tired, and there's a lot I don't like about it too.

I can certainly relate to the feeling of being calm after researching how to CTB in certain ways. I hope you find peace somehow

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I'm only sad about the potential media I might not get to experience after I die but other than that, I'm quite glad.

 

[Crazy4u]

I am sad but calm. I used to feel sorry for myself between May 2021 and Oct 2021. Not anymore

 

[Death is beautiful]

I think that where we get to after death is non-existence, and non-existence is better than any life, so no, I'm not sad

 

[KTbear]

No. I will be sad to leave my dog though.

 

[dreadpirateroberts69]

Yeah. I'm still coming to terms with having to let go of the dreams I had for my life. I really really just wanted to be happy. There will be one person in particular that it will be very hard to say goodbye to, but only because I have feelings she does not share.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Sometimes, sometimes not.

 

[Chiisai]

Yes and no. Its really quite both. Yes I'll be sad because I have goals I wanted to fulfill such as making my ideas and sketches of prosthesis come to life and making my family proud but with the decisions in life I took thats affecting my family and my financial situation, it already seems farfetched to me even when deliberating it for so long. No because I feel I can no longer afford to bring dishonor to my family or to myself making them see me turn into an empty shell thus I want to free them from that. My only consolation is that if there's no such thing as afterlife, then I wont have to thinknor worry about things anymore. If there's afterlife, I can just wish to be reborn or be put back in the loop to finally fulfill my goals. Its a win-win for me. and it really feels like winning. Its been so long since I had a feeling of winning.