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dilapidatedMind

Student
Oct 1, 2020
128
I feel as thin as Christian Bale in The Machinist lol I'm not but I'm thin.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
lol
I'm overweight and can't lose a single pound because of my anxiety and depression. It sucks but I love food and being lazy.
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
I'm too big for what I could be, but I don't care, like my food to much, one step closer to being a mermaid with my thighs
 
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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,141
Underweight too
 
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Lilacmoon

Lilacmoon

Beautiful moon, take me away.
Sep 23, 2020
1,307
underweight and underbrained, tehe.
 
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dilapidatedMind

Student
Oct 1, 2020
128
I generally hate eating. I want a daily pill that satisfies basic nutrition.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Underweight.
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
922
Underweight. I also got diagnosed with a stomach ulcer that makes eating even harder.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,133
Underweight, I have anorexia
 
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Cant Maintain

Cant Maintain

Garbage Fire
Aug 21, 2020
147
I'm underweight. I just had a big cyclic vomiting nausea bout that fucked me up for a bit that made me lose 35 pounds when I was already less than 150lbs at 5'11"
 
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Deleted member 22650

Deleted member 22650

Student
Oct 7, 2020
153
Looks like i'm the only normal weight person here lol
 
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Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

Student
Jun 17, 2020
183
Over, and probably always will be. I likely have ARFID (sensory-based eating disorder), and my "safe" foods are primarily calorically dense crap. Attempting desensitization is more stress/consternation than I can handle (becomes a quality of life issue), so I have elected not to pursue treatment.

On the plus side, while I'm not a fan of my appearance, I'm not exactly on the market for a lengthy lifespan. If my crap diet takes me out before I CTB, no great loss.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Overweight by 70lbs. I hate how I have no motivation to lose it either
 
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dilapidatedMind

Student
Oct 1, 2020
128
Overweight by 70lbs. I hate how I have no motivation to lose it either
You just have to change your diet. No working out required
 
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dec132013

dec132013

Member
Aug 6, 2020
98
Always been super underweight, I was so freakishly skinny everyone in my elementary school thought I was anorexic/had some kind of mental illness and the meds made me thin. It was far from the truth tho.

Ironically I wasn't mentally ill at all at this age (ngl I was probably the happiest person in my entire city) but having everyone bullying me for acting strange ended up making me legitimately mentally ill. Kind of frustrating to think about, but tbf I probably still would have ended up the way I am now without them.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
You just have to change your diet. No working out required
I love eating too much though I'll probably need to change it eventually when I go to my gastroenterologist appointment because I've been throwing up a lot this past year
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
Under
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
+10 Kg since suicidal
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
At 16 i was basically on the line of underweight and normal (leaning towards underweight) since then my husband's had me eating a little more so I gained about 10lbs in the past 5 years. I understand that its a healthy weight and this its ok but I still hate the physical look of myself so I want to see if I can turn it into muscle so it's not so bad.
 
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Worthless_nobody

Enlightened
Feb 14, 2019
1,384
I was extremely underweight for years and I was so self conscious because I kept getting accused of being anorexic and that I looked like a kid. I'm not sure what changed mid last year but I got my appetite mostly back and now I'm normal weight but could easily be overweight if I keep my current diet...it's so weird I used to hate eating when depressed now I frequently eat when depressed.
 
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Skathon

Skathon

"...scarred underneath, and I'm falling..."
Oct 29, 2018
590
Underweight (BMI: ~13.8-14.6).
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,109
Overweight by 6 kg (about 13.22 lbs). No wonder considering I sit on my ass and keep stuffing myself with food and alcohol all day.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
Overweight. Not by a ton, but I can't lose it either. Non existent metabolism, no energy, and fear of leaving my room. Practically starve myself, but when I do give in to hunger, it makes it harder to lose anything. Stress ate a lot when I was in highschool. Now I can't lose what I put on and regret it.
 
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MariV

Arcanist
Sep 13, 2020
487
188cm 50kg...so...underweight i guess
 
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anxivoid

anxivoid

My hand, can you reach it?
Aug 23, 2020
116
Extremely underweight ^^
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I am a little bit underweight.
 
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MewtwoIsAlive

MewtwoIsAlive

Suffering
Jul 11, 2020
226
Underweight
 
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Gerard de Nerval

Gerard de Nerval

Ontologist
Oct 5, 2020
145
Normal, though at this rate heading to underweight.
 
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Deleted member 14573

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Feb 2, 2020
227
I'm 46kg and 163cm which is underweight or just borders healthy. I try to force myself to eat enough to get important nutrients but I generally have no appetite these days.
 
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