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PhilosOfDoom

PhilosOfDoom

Experienced
Nov 22, 2019
205
Was having an event with my family, and my siblings asked me, "are you okay?" 5 times within 15-30 minutes. I wasn't even depressed any more than usual, and I was pretty happy then. Do I just exude depression? This really makes me think that I am not that subtle, and that it's more pronounced than I thought. My siblings don't even know about my prior attempt. Am I really that down, and depressing? Am I just an aura of negativity or some shit? Maybe I really do have that stare, and that look of depressive thinking/thoughts. This makes me need to have some self-reflection. Anyone else have similar experiences?
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
I know exactly what you are talking about, been in numerous situations like that myself. Thankyou for sharing that, I get it.
 
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Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
My mom asks me a lot, even when nothing is wrong. Apparently I look like I'm not okay if I'm not smiling. I guess I just have that kind of face. Its annoying.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
847
I'm sorry for your depression. I have experienced something like that from my family too.:hug:
 
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BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,193
Nope. My lack of eye contact and not speaking much is perceived as being rude
Even my ex therapist told me my body language is passive aggressive :')

There was one time when I needed an opinion from a doctor to start some weird after high school thing and she asked me if I had depression, I was like, Senpai noticed me
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
I used to be asked how I was doing and if I was okay when I was a teenager.

Now I'm 29 and don't even remember the last time a single person has asked me how I'm doing. It's been years though, I really long time.

No one cares about me

=(
 
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Otter

Experienced
Feb 10, 2020
265
Its because of that cool mental health commercial. You know the one, where the kid looks at his friend and says "dog, you okay?"
 
porfin1234

porfin1234

Arcanist
Dec 26, 2019
476
Apparently I have a resting "kill me now" face. Even when I'm trying my best to keep that shit to myself.
Except when I am dancing. When I'm dancing people are like "there she is!!!! In tha zone!" Happier than ever.
I used to be asked how I was doing and if I was okay when I was a teenager.

Now I'm 29 and don't even remember the last time a single person has asked me how I'm doing. It's been years though, I really long time.

No one cares about me

=(

how are you doing? :)
 
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