Are you enthusiastic about the future or about your life?

[Zegers]

I can't remember the last time I felt enthusiastic or hopeful about something.

 

[annique]

no, only thing i can think of lately is suicide

 

[nys]

I don't- I plan to ctb soon so I don't have a future to be enthusiastic about

 

[Murasa]

Nah, I have no hope or desire, I want to get what I need for my first option, if not, then I'll hang myself. I want to do some stuff before my death, but that is something else.

 

[hellispink]

There is nothing to be enthusiastic about. The world is a mess, hungry people, crime, kids suffering and more. The oceans, the animals, every living thing on this earth is suffering because of human foolishness and selfishness. I only look forward to the world ending and if that can't be obtained, then it has to be me who leaves.

 

[want2dienow]

The only dependable thing about the future is its uncertainty.
-Amarant Coral

 

[Passersby]

Lol. No. . . I've never really been enthusiastic about the future and definitely not now. There are some things I would like to do before ctb but realistically won't happen. Forcing things and pretending sucks anyway. Technically you could crawl up a hill without any legs by only using your arms and torso but why would you? What's the point? What's at the top? Everybody wants to reach the top but how far is it from the bottom?

 

[Life_and_Death]

if anyone truthfully were to answer yes id be surprised. theyre probably a prolifer though lol

 

[Zegers]

I want to do some stuff before

Do you feel excited or hopeful about this? idk is like i can't feel positive emotions

world is a mess

yeah, even blessed in a good life, doesnt sound like a placid place to stay much time.

 

[WhatPowerIs]

I am still very young but I feel like life is only going to become more painful from here. I do not have any excitement or enthusiasm over it. I am not a great person and the world isn't great either. People keep telling me this is supposedly the best time in human history to live. If this is the best... Jesus. I guess in terms of material comforts sure... but whatever.

 

[Murasa]

Do you feel excited or hopeful about this? idk is like i can't feel positive emotions

Just beat games I bought and got as gifts, read and watch some stuff... Yup, that's all. Of course I love and I get excited about it, those are an entertainment, relief and passion for me, but my aspirations and expectations of tomorrow are suicide, I have no desire to live long term, tormented and unwilling to rearrange my borrowed life.

 

[Hollowillow]

I'm too in pain to watch tv. I cried during a japanese festival after a friend dumped me. Even the best is hell & lonely. Happiness isn't enough when I have so many trauma & shame. Tired to run in circles in the rat maze

 

[Grav]

Not enthusiastic or hopeful at all about the future.

 

[Hollowman]

That's a bizarre question for a forum like this.

 

[Astral Storm]

Not really. My life is about to begin as others say but I am already tired. The world is truly horrifying and there's nothing for me in this place. It's like a bad dream. I just want disappear. I don't really look forward to anything, only the end.

 

[Notevenalittle]

Lol. No. . . I've never really been enthusiastic about the future and definitely not now. There are some things I would like to do before ctb but realistically won't happen. Forcing things and pretending sucks anyway. Technically you could crawl up a hill without any legs by only using your arms and torso but why would you? What's the point? What's at the top? Everybody wants to reach the top but how far is it from the bottom?

Thank you for so briefly summarizing what I find so infuriating about people's attitudes towards my life and persistent encouragement that I'm strong for continuing to endure what has never been a choice.

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course not. If I was for some reason, then I would be nowhere near this website. I see nothing positive about existing, those who want to live in a world like this must be delusional. I just think that it's so horrifying how life is a thing in the first place. The only thing that brings me comfort is the thought of no longer existing. Death is the end to all unnecessary suffering and problems and it's ideal for me. In my case I have never wanted to live at all and I believe that wanting suicide is the rational response for seeing life for what it really is.

 

[Hope:-)]

I'm kind of enthusiastic about ctb as I am in so much pain and although not religious I have an unshakeable belief in the afterlife...so I guess that's kind of enthusiastic.

 

[Job Joad]

Of course not. If I was why would I be in this forum?

 

[hopelessbeing]

There s nothing to look forward to. There is no future for me.

 

[VKVK]

I'm enthusiastic about... ending the pain! Does that count?