Are you absolutely sure your meaningful life is over but you can't bring yourself to CTB ?

[Painless_end]

What the title says

Are you 100% sure of never making any real progress in life now and yet you can't still just bring yourself to CTB ?

 

[Hystearical]

I feel sure enough. I think most people are going to have those niggling doubts. It's not a decision to be taken lightly , that's for sure. But to know if I am unable to CTB I need a solid method in order first.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes. I don't have any interest in living and I would want to die no matter what happens. I know that the longer I stay alive things will just get worse and I will suffer more so of course suicide is what makes sense. The only reason as to why I am still here as I have mentioned many times before is because actually leaving this world is so difficult. I have limited access to methods and the methods that are more easily accessible sound so horrible and risky. Of course I know that if there was an option to just peacefully pass away in my sleep I would already be gone.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I've had decades to get my shit together and I never did under much better circumstances so absolutely impossible that it would happen now… Some of us are just defective… I would only be able to survive with enough funds to live without working…

 

[Hollowman]

Meaningful life? What's that mean?

 

[Life_and_Death]

yeah, the last thing that had any meaning not only left but became toxic (he unintentionally added to my mental health problems). so even if he were to come back its pointless

 

[Why Me?]

We seem to understand each other so much... If only we could all cure each other of everything that makes us want to CTB, and be able to walk away with a happy, meaningful life that we are oh so excited to live. Oh well...

 

[Someone123]

It is very hard toi follow through due to fear of the consequences of a failed attempt. If there was a door to walk through to leave this life many people would walk through.

 

[eve2004]

YES.

 

[darkwater]

Yes, my mind is absolutely broken. And what has happened is beyond repair. I can suffer a few more months or years or take the shortcut.