Are you a fuck up?

[Fadeawaaaay]

Everything I touch eventually turns to shit …

 

[wereqryan]

Yes I failed at everything I tried in life.

 

[setup]

I think most people here would agree. However, remember that every story has multiple versions and most often we focus on the negative ones. It's choosing to be positive will allow u to baby step it out

 

[Shadowplay]

More or less, yeah.

 

[deflationary]

By any normal standards, yeah, a massive one. I don't particularly care for the normal standards though, which plays at least some part in why I'm a fuck-up. Though there is a bit of a chicken and an egg question there.

 

[motel rooms]

I'm fucking my way up the ladder.

More or less, yeah.

 

[JinZhin]

To an extent. if looked at 'from outside' there are people my age doing much worse than me, and those doing much better. I had and still have some opportunities not to be one, but that may only be an illusion, I am way too discouraged and think of dying 24/7... what possibly can someone do in that state. But I do see a loop in here.

 

[Js10004]

Relationships for sure. I don't think anyone fucks up everything.

 

[FuneralCry]

Everything has always went wrong for me, but that is down to luck and chance and also the fact that I am not meant for this world and I struggle to cope with life. I think overall, the problem is existence in general rather than myself as the fact that I was born in the first place is the cause of all of my problems.

 

[Ruined]

I've been somewhat of a fuck-up my entire life; but the past four years, and especially the past year, I manage to fuck up everything I even go near. I have fucked up my (previously very fortunate) life to an unimaginable degree.

 

[lotus11]

Everything I touch eventually turns to shit …

Dude same

 

[Arrow]

yes

 

[PeacefulTonic]

Fucked up many times early in life, but this fuck up was the biggest and what brought me here in the first place

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Fucked up many times early in life, but this fuck up was the biggest and what brought me here in the first place

What happened?

 

[Maaizr]

Relationships for sure.

ohh this is me too hell yup, my stupid ass is a pro at this one.. everything else in life even i feel like i can manage or figure out but relationships ? commitment? BOOM hahaa

 

[suicidebiddybyebye]

Since birth.

 

[Aeathelina]

I'm a complete fuck up that only managed to survive this long because my fear of the pain of dying outweighs everything else at the moment

 

[PeacefulTonic]

What happened?

Can't go into detail, it's too specific. I may have posted about it in the past, I don't remember. But long story short, I was living a great life and I fucked up

 

[Grant Me Death]

Yes. I dropped out of high school and I'm 23 years old and have only had 1 job when I was 18 for 2 or 3 months. I'm also a virgin porn addict and alcoholic. Fucked up the 1 romantic relationship I've ever had in a disgusting way when she just needed me to show some basic human empathy / compassion like she always showed me.

 

[Freedom Believer]

Yes, I had everything going smoothly until I got out of high school and started becoming lazy and selfish. At this point, everything that ends up happening to me will be deserved because I fucked up a life that anyone else could've used to launch themselves to a successful life.

 

[layne2001]

yes... in all areas of life

 

[VKVK]

Lots of us here never even had a chance to start, mentally speaking.

I used to think I did, not bottom-of-the-barrel financial status and all, ""being able"" to manage school, etc... but after a while I just lost it. I completely broke and lost my mind from all the shit and stress I went through and just "internalized" or tried turning a blind eye to.

And now I'm older. And I don't have the opportunity to change any of it anymore.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Fucked up. Can't do my hobbies. Brain can't focus, stuck in the past. I've been having serious trouble even writing my suicide note, which I keep scrapping and re-doing. OCD is a bitch.

 

[DoodleBug]

Yeah, im a casual loser, one of many. I tend to sometimes make simplest mistakes at work, but its only the tip of the iceberg that is my general incompetence.

 

[lostinthebleak]

Fucked up at work and could possibly lose my job. If that happens I'm checked out if this world

 

[Deadweight]

Fucked up yeah, which would be fine if me being a fuck up didn't negatively impact my family.

 

[Simba]

Everything I touch eventually turns to shit …

Exactly the way i feel

 

[LonelyBrazilian]

Everything I tried and worked hard on went wrong. I'm tired of trying.

 

[rationaltake]

Ha ha. Yes.

 

[that_guy2611]

yup