Are there any German "pro choice" suicide forums like SaSu?

[Ghostlights]

I'm not sure if anything like this exists, but if someone knows a German forum, please tell me.

 

[purebliss]

Bump.
That would genuinely be interesting for me as well.
There are a lot of Germans on SaSu.

Probably because Germany being depressive overall and the Nazis being back in control soon again.

 

[BreakBone2BreakBond]

I'm not trying to get banned or even be provocative but I'd rather a "wild euthanasia" at the hands of literal Nazis than the slow death by a thousand paper cuts that all these modern f****t political parties have on offer. If I'm to live in a totalitarian shit hole, and I'm living in a totalitarian shit hole (can't suicide, own a gun, procure the "peaceful pill, sell a kidney, speak my mind in public, etc) then I want to live in a totalitarian shit hole with mercy and compassion for worthless human beings like myself. Shoot me where I stand please! Die heutige Welt ist ein Käfig.

 

[Green_leaf]

In this forum there is a thread called "Der Deutsche thread", where germans seem to discuss about commiting ctb by employing mainly methods which involve gasing themselves. Quite ironic.

 

[Aflame5926]

In this forum there is a thread called "Der Deutsche thread", where germans seem to discuss about commiting ctb by employing mainly methods which involve gasing themselves. Quite ironic.

tbf they learned pretty well how gas works tho............. i walk myself out

 

[Ghostlights]

Bump.
That would genuinely be interesting for me as well.
There are a lot of Germans on SaSu.

Probably because Germany being depressive overall and the Nazis being back in control soon again.

I actually love Germany... the landscape, architecture, the weather (yes, actually (only summer's too hot for me), culture ( but politics and some people here not so much). There are other reasons for my problems, which anyone in the world could develop... no matter where they live, no matter if they like it there or not.

In this forum there is a thread called "Der Deutsche thread", where germans seem to discuss about commiting ctb by employing mainly methods which involve gasing themselves. Quite ironic.

Haha! I didn't expect, that all replies to my post would make a reference to the Nazis. That's quite a lot! Was just studying about this today for my final exam in history.

 

[cluefixphantom]

I'm from Germany, and so far I haven't found a forum where people can openly discuss methods and share experiences and tips. I think the websites in our language are too heavily funded by pharmaceutical companies. Many of the people writing there also see themselves as mentally ill. They share their problems but the only answer allowed is "go to therapy, take pills, go to psychiatric hospital". That's all there is, or, travel, change your job, go back to school, go somewhere, change your partner, kids, make more kids..... So they tell you you should invest your lifetime and money into Psychotherapism or into fullfilling your needs/friendships, family, partnerships, entertainment, job market and education.

So, if you're poor, disabled, abandoned, victim of hate crime/discrimination, have no one, no interest and motivation and it's clear there is nothing to win and basically just want to go painless, you won't find any help there.

Here at least, I found out that I can buy SN or KN and that CO is a ok method, when you review everything and also look for instructions here and compare.

But I have to say, it is still lonely and nobody is there to help in reality (I think my parents should pay because they produced me). And getting access to SN or KN or painkillers is also difficult here. There are hints about where and how, but I would be long gone and no longer suffering if I could just buy that stuff normally on Amazon or buy something like Pentobarbital in a store like cheap shampoo.

Im only still alive because my organs are still functioning and because I can't bring myself to actively take something that would definitely kill me within 3 to 5 days, because it would be painful (for example Methanol or Antifreeze or both mixed). I also can't tell if I maybe survive this shit longer and someone hears my screams and calls someone. Nobody wants to endure a worse situation. Every day, I hope to just die in my sleep. It happens to others too and some have died from energy drinks or due to gas leaks in their room.

Today, I found another article about a 27 year old woman, who died before easter in her room possibly from CO but it was an accident/gas leak.

 

[Ghostlights]

Here at least, I found out that I can buy SN or KN and that CO is a ok method, when you review everything and also look for instructions here and compare.

But I have to say, it is still lonely and nobody is there to help in reality (I think my parents should pay because they produced me). And getting access to SN or KN or painkillers is also difficult here. There are hints about where and how, but I would be long gone and no longer suffering if I could just buy that stuff normally on Amazon or buy something like Pentobarbital in a store like cheap shampoo.

Yeah, some information and methods are not really accessible here in Germany. My preferred method would be shooting myself, but that's not really an option here. Would be a lot easier in the US. My second favourite method would be jumping, but that's not accessible to everyone... kind of depends on where you live. Of course, there are some taller buildings here, but I've read about people, who survived falling from the 8th floor. Besides that, the tallest buildings are usually in the middle of a city and I wouldn't like to traumatize that many people. The nature around me does not really offer a good spot. If I decided to jump, it should be from a very high spot, because I don't want to end up severely disabled.