Apologies if I hurt you. I'm back

[hihi2027]

Hello everyone

In a earlier post, I stated that I was going to leave SS for good. This is not going to happen. I realized this after returning the other day - I cannot stand other platforms. The only 'social media' I really use is youtube, but that's only like a handful of youtubers I watch for entertainment. I'm also only part of one discord server. In which I am basically inactive...

For anyone else who messaged me privately, I will have to tell you that it is pointless. I am a disappointment to anyone who interacts with me. I will not be a good friend to you. I'm sorry.

So why am I here? Mostly just to vent. I have to admit, it's nice to be on a place where I don't constantly have anxiety spikes just from talking. Everywhere else, youtube, discord, etc. I get very nervous when replying to people on there. My heart rate goes up and I start to sweat. That doesn't really happen on here, so I'll stay for now. But even so, I still get a little nervous when I see the red circle pop up on the notification bell. It's just a stupid habit I guess

 

[Bombercrab]

Respect.

 

[EternalShore]

Welcome back~ :) I certainly agree with what you said regarding those other platforms too~ >_< this one is much better thankfully imo too~ >~< I wish you the best~ :)

 

[Sparkly rainbow]

Welcome back

 

[sadbh—itstimetogo🤎]

Hi,

As far as being a good friend goes, it's good to acknowledge mistakes and actually change something instead of doing the same thing that you feel like isn't helping you or others.

That said, try to have some grace for yourself. We're all doing our best and we don't all have amazing emotional regulation or friendship skills. It can just be a stepping stone/learning moment in your journey.

It's okay if you don't want to DM people here, but everyone needs friends even if you can't reciprocate perfectly. Try to be open to friendship in some aspect of your life bc humans go crazier without social interaction lol

 

[SASU-KE]

Welcome back. Sasu is a unique space on the web.There aren't really any other sites like it. You mentioned in your previous post that you don't like reactions, though. You'll need to get used to that.

 

[Jonah Byrde]

Welcome back. Sasu is a unique space on the web.There aren't really any other sites like it. You mentioned in your previous post that you don't like reactions, though. You'll need to get used to that.

Damn how tf does your dog intercept your ctb packages lol

 

[SASU-KE]

Damn how tf does your dog intercept your ctb packages lol

CCTV of the footage is in my PFP.

 

[Jonah Byrde]

CCTV of the footage is in my PFP.

Damn your cooked ngl

 

[LastNite]

I hope you're doing well <3 welcome back.

 

[Somewhat Suicidal]

Welcome back. Maybe you can learn something about yourself and/or grow beyond what you imagine possible here, who knows.

 

[darksouls]

you are always welcome to this community

 

[westernromanpatriot]

Hope you enjoy your stay as long as you need it.