Anyway I can feel elated when jumping?

[Weebster]

I want to be able to fall feeling happy and relieved, even thankful for my shit life because it will have ended in a premature fast death.

 

[CoalmineCanary]

This is not an endorsement.

Rock climbing with someone who has terrible belay skills gives an intimate experience.

 

[Weebster]

This is not an endorsement.

Rock climbing with someone who has terrible belay skills gives an intimate experience.

My choice is a bridge overlooking water.

 

[CoalmineCanary]

My choice is a bridge overlooking water.

Good luck.

 

[Weebster]

Good luck.

Bad luck

 

[CoalmineCanary]

Bad luck

Yeah, yours to discover*.

*Canadian quote

 

[September5th]

Try to drink before doing it. It'll probably be great.

 

[SlipperyMick]

Mdma

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

This song about grief has the line 'jump so you could feel it.' Although I understand you're talking about ctb. (This song was written for a band member who ctb.)

 

[VerbalWinter]

I want to be able to fall feeling happy and relieved, even thankful for my shit life because it will have ended in a premature fast death.

Maybe drugs could help you? Not trying to encourage hard drug usage though, maybe something like weed or psychedelics could do the trick. Or you could meditate on the bridge and wait until you feel the way you want to. Sorry if these suggestions suck haha.

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine that it must be really difficult for someone to feel relieved just as they are jumping. After all, all humans are programmed to survive and jumping can be a difficult method because of the survival instinct. To me the thought of jumping is terrifying as well, I know that for me personally I could never ctb this way, but I envy those who are able to.