anything easier than sn

[amnotreal]

i am afraid to order sn because my spouse usually gets the mail and opens things in order to make it easier to carry to the house. i know painful methods I could do. I really can't cope with stress and with current events with covid and living in california with fire everyplace and so much more I just need to figure out a way out a permanent way out of this life. my home is very small and hiding stuff is difficult. i have a small amount of Amitriptyline and next month can get what seems like kinda a lot of ketamine prescribed as nasal spray but it takes so much to od. i have other prescription stuff. the thought of waking up in a psych ward and of my husbands anger of i attempt and don''t succeed is just i don't want to risk failure but sn is hard to get in this living situation too.

 

[IrRegularjoe]

Would he know what SN is for? Considering he opens the mail.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

You can order the SN from the Brazilian river company and have it sent to a drop box.

 

[mcmileable]

You can rent a PO Box from the US Post Office and have it delivered there.

 

[amnotreal]

Would he know what SN is for? Considering he opens the mail.

i could actually say it was for some sort of meat processing experiment and that could work. he might know though.

 

[Ghost2211]

partial hanging can be peaceful if done right.

 

[fat feet]

i could actually say it was for some sort of meat processing experiment and that could work. he might know though.

The is what I am going to say if my almost ex finds it. I will treat it like I am making turkey jerky. I have always wanted to make it. He will think I am being productive. Haha haha, I am being very productive.