Anyone want to CTB before their loved ones pass away?

[NorseHel]

I feel selfish because of this, but I'm so afraid of having to deal with the death of direct family members I'd rather beat them to it.

 

[Al_stargate]

That's odd, because when you die, everybody else dies too. There won't be anyone anymore. Like permanent goodbye.

 

[NorseHel]

That's odd, because when you die, everybody else dies too. There won't be anyone anymore. Like permanent goodbye.

You mean that my fear is losing them, but in dying that's exactly what would be happening?

That's true in a sense, but really the last thing I would know is that they're alive and well. I just can't stand the prospect of experiencing the grief. Not just my own, but that of the people around me as well.

 

[ornitier199]

No I'll ctb when I'm ready to leave, whether its before or after doesn't matter.

That's odd, because when you die, everybody else dies too.

No, they'll be there still, just dead on the inside and move on from it.

 

[FuneralCry]

In my case, my family members could have decades left, they said they want to live until they are 100, and I do not want to stay alive for that long, it would be unbearable to me. All that I want is to be gone. I am very tired of living.