Anyone feeling suicidal because of girlfriend?

[NothingElseMatters]

One of my reasons. How about yours?

 

[KleinerWolf]

Do you mean you are recovering from a breakup?
Please elaborate if you wish.

 

[faust]

No, in my case it is a bit different. I will CTB not because of a break-up but I broke up to CTB without unwanted consequences and damage to my ex.

 

[Rockman]

Partially yes. Its away past. But hurt still.

 

[SeekingMoksha]

I thought I could trust and relate to my boyfriend more than anyone else. My family just seems so normal, and they just think I should snap out of it and so does he. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone else about the way I feel without them looking at me funny. With that being said, I know that it is okay for me to finally end my life. if I had the guts to, I know that no one else cares and no one else understands what I'm going through mentally and how strong the urge is to end it all. Loneliness is not so bad when you know that you have no one else to live for. The only thing that is stopping me is fear and the biological need to survive. I know that death will end my suffering. I am currently on a hedonistic bender comprised of drinking and doing things that aren't necessarily good for my health. I don't know if I can just outright kill myself, but I am doing all the things that can lead to my death. Please wish me luck

Thanks for providing me with a safe space to vent. I appreciate all you lovely strangers.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Not a girlfriend, but my SO is a big contributing factor.

 

[Keepingtabs]

I've always had super fucked up relationships and that's one of the main reasons

 

[Spacing Out]

Not my current bf. He's wonderful, and I'm so, so lucky to have him. Past relationships worsened my mental health, I must say. Two somewhat abusive relationships later, I'm in a loving one, but the scars I have from those ones really fucked me up. I wouldn't say it's the BECAUSE, and I would never blame it on them, just... it didn't help.

 

[Keepingtabs]

Not my current bf. He's wonderful, and I'm so, so lucky to have him. Past relationships worsened my mental health, I must say. Two somewhat abusive relationships later, I'm in a loving one, but the scars I have from those ones really fucked me up. I wouldn't say it's the BECAUSE, and I would never blame it on them, just... it didn't help.

Carrying the weight of the past is the hardest things ever for me. So I kinda get your point

 

[Spacing Out]

Carrying the weight of the past is the hardest things ever for me. So I kinda get your point

Yeah, I know what you mean. It's something I'm trying to work on but God, it's hard. I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with it too.

 

[Good4Nothing]

I've felt suicidal for many, many years.
But, yes, the relationship I just fucked up is what brought me here.

 

[SipSop]

Well, I was venting about this subject all over this website but this is my reason to be here and it makes me feel better talking about it.
I had high hopes that she would be the one. That I could be happy and have a regular life. I didn't wanted my ambitions anymore but I wanted a regular life with her. Now I feel that I loved a illusion. What I believed to be and what she really was. She is the reason I am here. I know she is toxic but talking with her, being with her brought me the most happiness. Even if it was for short periods of time.