seekingoblivion
Arcanist
- Dec 11, 2018
- 454
Basically what the title says. I've read quite a bit regarding suicide and the issue of suicide survivors and their struggles and I'm wondering if it might be in order to leave behind resources for coping with my ctb. While I often feel like I would be mourned only for a moment and remembered only once in a blue moon it's difficult to ignore the reality that people might very well be devastated. And while it makes sense that for this reason I should continue to drag myself through this long and arbitrary journey known as life, I can't bring myself to believe it will have been of any worth by the time I reach my natural end. And I believe I'm more trouble than I'm worth. So recently I've taken to pondering whether or not it would be worth something to leave behind resources of some kind to help my family through the grief. Be it online communities or recommending therapists or advice or whatever. Does this make any sense?
