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xiaxi

Member
Oct 10, 2021
9
I sometimes overdose on smaller amounts of pain meds. Like aspirin and Ibuprofen just for the feeling that i self harmed.
 
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rxleep

Member
Oct 11, 2021
33
I don't actually like the feeling feeling dizzy or to have an inability to react which is ironic given that this is how I'll feel immediately before I actually do it.
 
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xiaxi

Member
Oct 10, 2021
9
I don't actually like the feeling feeling dizzy or to have an inability to react which is ironic given that this is how I'll feel immediately before I actually do it.
Well it's not for everyone I guess.
 
phoenixx

phoenixx

Experienced
Apr 8, 2019
261
I do it with codeine, I used to take like atleast 250-300mg of codeine with a couple of shots of vodka every few weeks but now it's more often. Think I'm getting addicted. But I love the way it makes me feel. I just wish i could do it everyday but it's not possible.
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
701
I did in the past. Can't do it now due to work.. plus I can't risk being sectioned. If I do it now, I never gonna return.
 
exhausteduntreatable

exhausteduntreatable

Member
Oct 8, 2021
80
I used to with prescription meds and sometimes cough syrups. But now starvation has a more powerful effect. Or simply beating myself black and blue until I can't feel my arms.
 

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