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To be honest... I hope it's this month if everything goes well... but I was not sure what to prepare .... what are your preparations, plans etc ???
Almost got everything together for sn, booked a hotel room, wrote letters to family. Just this waiting until the planned date is so hard knowing i have the sn already...
Im 25 you? Do you mind me asking why you don't want to see your family? I live with my parents, moved back in after university last September, hence getting a hotel
Please make sure you're sure
Please, as one of the members said, make sure you are sure. I planned to ctb on the same day as you for months now. But, im going to stall it for a while. Why, because i almost died practising for SWB. I did this while overdosing benzos, dextromethorphan hydrobromide and antiemetics with occasional weed smoking. Although, i was "practising" i also hoped that i succeeded in ctbing. As one of the threads read, "dying is not easy" you can survive quite a lot, not sure about a shotgun to the head, so i wish you do this with planning and certainty. I was certain that my family would have interfered with my attempt, they did interfer during the "practising", so i relaxed b4 i became a vegetable and decided to try at a different time when im sure that no one can do anything b4 its too late. And just a note, try not to be afraid, maybe listen to music. But from my experience, fear does not help in passing the point of no return. Try to focus on being grateful for death during the experience, thats how i processed my body not recieving enough oxgen. I turned back because i feared becoming a vegetable, still do. So be sure and i wish you find what you are seeking. "Be never afraid and the consequence opens the door" Slipknot- till we die.
I did also thought that once, 11 years ago.... Whatever ... The worst was being in the middle , undecided, confused.... Now I'm trying to enjoy what's left, I really don't know how much time I've got left.... Could be a day could be years... I dunno
How is it going?
such a bad attempt, come on , really? whats your plan? starving to death and not dying, you are in for a nice huge hospital bill.... which you didnt asked for in the first place.... cant say good luck on such a plan(well I dont know your plan, unless you plan something else besides no eating)
I don't plan on getting caught not eating. I can't be in the hospital if no one knows what I'm doing. It's very easy to hide eating. I plan to let my body shut down from lack of food yes. Everyone does something different. To each their own I guess.
This could go on for a while especially if you're drinking fluids, why would you want to put yourself through that? Surely you can afford to get a more dignified way to CTB?
I can afford it but why waste anything on myself. I guess I just really hate myself and I don't really care if I suffer or not. At the end of the day it will accomplish my goal. That's all that I care about.
