I have nothing else to do. I feel addicted to it. I want to read about as much CBT success as possible. Especially SN, as that is the method I am going to try. I am just waiting for it to arrive....have no life, no job. Thanks for being here. The connection to others is invaluable to me right now.
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whatevs
Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
- Jan 15, 2022
- 2,911
I sadly became hooked to this forum while still being on the fence regarding the whole suicide thing.
tfht98
Member
- Apr 11, 2022
- 20
Yeah same, non stop reading and doing research all day every day !!
JinZhin
we are in hell
- Nov 2, 2021
- 187
I went though several phases like that (I'm still on the fence regarding suicide though) but only because I was interrupted by obligations, schoolwork, spending less time on the internet in general etc.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,554
I am usually on here a lot of the day as a way to pass the time. All that I am doing each day is trying to pass the time until I fall asleep. Time goes too slowly for me. My life is very depressing, I just want to be gone.
Thats where I am. Sleep is the only relief. Sometimes I even get enjoyable dreams, which feel like a gift. I dread going to me mother's place every night. Sleeping on sofa. My body hurts. I guess its better than sleeping on the street though!
I'm here on and off most days, it's sad to be here nbut at least you can get some understanding about your situation.
onlyanimalsaregood
Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
- Mar 11, 2022
- 1,329
Negrathecat
Member
- Apr 28, 2020
- 67
When I first joined I was on here everyday for suicidal reasons now I'd say i'm in recovery and use this place to socialize since I have legit one friend in real life.
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,407
Yeah. It's one of the few places I can publicly berate and bully myself and nobody bats an eye. It sounds like I'm being sarcastic but I genuinely enjoy being here for that reason.
Razor67
Member
- Apr 11, 2022
- 54
Hey there! I am new here. I've been doing so much research about a peaceful CBT and try not given a random stranger ptsd because of my decisions.
I am looking forward to my CBT as I feel
It's long overdue..also I think it will be a certain transition. I don't know if it's okay to go in detail here, but let's call it an eye opening thing you can consume, really opened my eyes to a world that very few now about. It's obviously all my experience, but I feel so comfortable with CBT and death in general. Will go with N or SN but N preferred, as it's the same way a family member past away with medical help. All went well and very peacefully past away.
whatevs
Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
- Jan 15, 2022
- 2,911
This place runs the Olympics for self loathing, so it doesn't stand out.
ClownMe
Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
- Apr 7, 2021
- 20,560
A good chunk of the day unless I have something else to keep me occupied.
Foresight
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2019
- 1,393
