my worst nightmares become true should have gone when i was still feeling good
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CoolGuy9
Mage
- Mar 5, 2019
- 524
I'm sorry to hear that. I know how it is to think about the past and just wish you could go back to enjoy it again and fix your mistakes. If you don't mind, what exactly happened to stop you from feeling good?
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 47,533
I can relate. I feel worse than I did years ago and I feel like I should have just left this earth back then. I have lots of dread for the future.
Alwaysbadtime
Enlightened
- Jun 28, 2021
- 1,157
Yes, any worse is living in my car. I fucking refuse.
logan
Warlock
- May 20, 2021
- 704
I can understand that very well. And I also wish I had ended it earlier and not had to experience many things.
BeansOfRequirement
Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
- Jan 26, 2021
- 5,839
For the past five years every day has been worse than the one before in terms of the "major" "life" "areas".
salonfilosoof
Member
- Apr 12, 2021
- 8
I lost my last job & a relationship of 10 years about 15 months ago
My ex started a lesbian relationship a few weeks later with someone who used to be my best friend
I was forced to move back in with my mother
My ex-girlfriend is trying to force me to buy out my share of our home at less than I invested
Rising costs means I'll probably be unable to renovate my mother's home to make room for all of my stuff
I had two failed new attempts at romance during the last 15 months, both of which ended with me having a mental breakdown
I wrecked my car & damaged my mother's car during my last mental breakdown
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Every time I try to pull myself up again, I seem to only end up falling deeper.Last edited:
