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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
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Wondering if there's any others on here going through the same thing? I've had anorexia for about 10 years now, alternating between the restrictive subtype and binge/purge subtype(currently dealing with binge/purge)
It's not my primary reason for wanting to ctb, but I guess it is one of them, but at the same time it's also my biggest coping mechanism in life
I'm extremely unwell physically from it at the moment, binging and purging pretty much all day every day, I'm severely underweight and am at high risk of having a heart attack and I worry about dying from this before I get around to ctb

Also am curious if anyone else here is a member of MPA? I see it as like the equivalent of this site but for those with eating disorders, I've actually seen this site mentioned on there a couple of times
 
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Silvermorning

Silvermorning

The polar bears made me do it
Oct 10, 2020
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I used to; now it's very rare that I feel the need to throw up; since my diet is mostly vegetable based. Nothing to binge on at home, but the odd yogurt.
 
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