Anyone else have to overcome their extreme constant anxiety in order to die?

[Kramer]

I'm not talking about anxiety related to death.
It's like a final test. If I can ctb despite this tornado of anxiety in my head, then I pass the test.

 

[Hyperbunny]

i have this

 

[Kramer]

i have this

Trying to have a calm mind through the whole process is going to be hard

 

[CrazyMary]

Same here, been there a couple of times,at the last step of drinking sn but anxiety won.

 

[AutoTap]

Yeh my anxiety is high 24/7 and small things make it spike. When I think of ctb I feel physically and mentally ill idk how else to explain it. But yeh

 

[sadworld]

Trying to have a calm mind through the whole process is going to be hard

True. I am very fascinated by people who just do it and are very calm about it

 

[AutoTap]

True. I am very fascinated by people who just do it and are very calm about it

Yeh I wonder how they manage to do it.

 

[waterstrider]

I'll only be able to do it with the help of benzos :(