Anyone else have strong emotions that trigger suicidality

[Pure]

I just realized today that I experience extreme anger right before I fall into deep suicidality.

Anyone else experience something similar or with another emotion?

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

No, it's just hate. 100 percent hate and triggers non-stop. Also some guilt which just turns around into hating myself.

 

[Jumping_realms]

Mine isn't so much anger, it's usually now just hopelessness.

 

[bunnies]

i have bpd and definitely get triggered by mood intensity, but that's not always the case. sometimes i am at baseline and trying to sort things out about my life and the logical conclusion (for me) is suicide. it probably sounds weird but yes

 

[Pure]

i have bpd and definitely get triggered by mood intensity, but that's not always the case. sometimes i am at baseline and trying to sort things out about my life and the logical conclusion (for me) is suicide. it probably sounds weird but yes

I get that....I used to think I had bpd because of my chronic and intense suicidality couldn't just be attributed to depression I felt.

But I understand your conclusion. Suicide for me makes the most sense. Living between not wanting to be alive and being too afraid to die is hell in it of itself. Recovery seems out of reach and not even possible for me. Suicide is definitely the easier choice between the two.

 

[demuic]

Yes. Anger, frustration, despair, and being overwhelmed are usually what precedes a strong desire to immediately ctb for me.

When I'm not numb, I'm angry and helpless to do anything about the things that anger me, so I try to be numb.

 

[suisuiforum]

You know this meme?





That is what triggers my suicidal ideation

 

[Originaldon]

crippling anger anxiety

 

[Quinlor]

Whenever someone says my ex-girlfriend's name my brain kind of explodes.

 

[UberYeets]

Yes when I'm sober and thinking logically.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, sometimes feeling stressed and overwhelmed can make me more suicidal, I am the type of person who easily gets stressed. Other times it is a hopeless feeling. A lot of the time I do not feel any emotion at all though, I just generally lack the will to live.

 

[it's_all_a_game]

I tend to have nostalgia pangs right before I feel intensely suicidal, like when I'm reading a childhood manga or listening to a favourite LP.

 

[CatTheBus5689]

I feel really unmotivated and hopeless when I have them. I just remind myself why I made my decision.

 

[frifranlivet]

I just realized today that I experience extreme anger right before I fall into deep suicidality.

Anyone else experience something similar or with another emotion?

When I talk to my partner who lives far away.. we met online and we won't meet until next year. Im so afraid I'll lose her. That and whenever I think about what the fuck im going to do with my life makes me want to give up

 

[Pure]

Also, social anxiety and loneliness flairs me up too

 

[filthyrottendirty]

I just realized today that I experience extreme anger right before I fall into deep suicidality.

Anyone else experience something similar or with another emotion?

It's the same for me, anger at myself

 

[OnlyTheWind]

I'm really triggered by small challenges that make me give up and experience hopelessness. Example:

>try to learn something
>not getting it

and the suicidal thoughts begin.