DeadbeatDaughter

DeadbeatDaughter

Button eyes
Jan 23, 2025
10
Does anyone else have a method and place to CTB but no plan to do it soon? It's comforting to know I can do it whenever I want. I know one day I will do it, but not today or tomorrow or maybe not even this week, y'know? But it's good to know everything is set and ready for whenever I need it. Makes life feel a tiny bit easier like I can rage quit whenever I want lolololll
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Walking Paradox
Oct 27, 2025
37
I have the same thing too. It's one of the few things that gives me hope and almost like a safety net. My methods have changed over the past year but the feeling was always the same lol.
 
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cakedog

cakedog

waiting for the respawn
Dec 13, 2025
121
no, but looking back i should have learned to make a diy handgun, bought a gun or sn
i wouldn't be struggling with a risky method like i'm now
it's good to be prepared
 
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thatguystinks

Member
Oct 30, 2025
6
Yes just having a plan gives me comfort. Though my plan has a few complications i still need to work out but just knowing that i have a way out is enough some days
 
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monetpompo

monetpompo

you've got everything now
Apr 21, 2025
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no, but looking back i should have learned to make a diy handgun, bought a gun or sn
i wouldn't be struggling with a risky method like i'm now
it's good to be prepared
what i'm dealing with right now. i always imagined that i would kill myself and that i would do it whenever things got too hard, but then it's like, i never prepared for when i would die. even with my rope i'm never really prepared enough. i wish i had a more tangible method
 
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Eriktf

Global Mod
Jun 1, 2023
759
Give me 1 min and my setup is ready to go
 
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avstin

avstin

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Aug 18, 2023
14
Every place I've ever lived or been to, the first thing I do automatically is plan as my go-to method has always been hanging. I have an idea everywhere where and what to hang myself on — it is a comforting thought to know that if anything happens, I always have a way out
 
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inkmage333

inkmage333

please just free me and let me die
Feb 18, 2025
85
Absolutely not possible considering I've tried it before and it's a non-recommended method, but I do fantasize about ODing in my room as I lay on my bed in a nice outfit. Idk I'm a vain person all things considered so it brings me some comfort to think about dying while looking pretty (according to some people); if there's one thing I had going for me, it's my looks.
 
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cursedlife

Student
Jun 28, 2024
117
where I live I bought a stiff rope because I couldn't find a polyester one , that's why I'm stuck here right now if I found a good rope I wouldn't be here , my only ctb option right now is by train, I just have to build up the courage to it and I don't when it'll happen.
 
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seagullsonapiano

seagullsonapiano

but does it even matter?...
Dec 10, 2025
11
Im keeping rope as a quick exit right now, but im planning to get sn somehow, but i literally cant in any way.... not asking for sources i know there are some, but trying to use the dark web and thats proving very difficult too :/
 
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Nitheful

Nitheful

Delusional Retard
Oct 28, 2024
46
Yes, feel the same way. Ever seen the family guy suicide clip between Stewie and Brian? They share the same sentiment there.
 
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