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_Minsk

_Minsk

death: the cure for life
Dec 9, 2019
1,170
i have been dealing with this since a few years now i think, basically everything is exhausting me. im feeling like i could just lay somewhere for days and still feel exhausted, its weird. i wish i had more energy for stuff like cleaning the house more but each time it feels like hell of a lot of work. i give my best but it leaves me more exhausted, not sure how long i can take it..
 
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Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
i have been dealing with this since a few years now i think, basically everything is exhausting me. im feeling like i could just lay somewhere for days and still feel exhausted, its weird. i wish i had more energy for stuff like cleaning the house more but each time it feels like hell of a lot of work. i give my best but it leaves me more exhausted, not sure how long i can take it..
Yes always, everything is a huge effort.
Huge change for someone who was running marathons until 2019
 
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ITryHard

Member
Jul 30, 2020
62
Every second of every day. Wasn't always like this--used to have energy to spare--but now everything seems like a Herculean effort.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
Same, Im pretty sure I have CFS. Sucks to imagine all the productive things I would do if able.
 
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timetofly

timetofly

Student
Aug 8, 2020
110
Same. I get up exhausted, stay exhausted throughout the day, go to bed exhausted… That's why I'm so grateful for this site, because without it I'd just do some stupid shit impulsively and get way worse. Now I'm very slowly, because of my complete lack of energy, preparing my peaceful way out thanks to others who had the energy to do proper research and share it.
 
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toomuchtimetodie

"to be overly conscious is a sickness"
Mar 13, 2020
296
When my racing brain takes over i can't do anything but sit and get worse, it shows how powerful our thoughts are to our energy, i have enough health problems for an average 7 people but there are people with days to live .
 
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I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Same here .. I wake u bloody exhausted
 
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RottenDeer

RottenDeer

Rotten to the core.
Feb 29, 2020
157
I'm exhausted all the time. It's horrible.
 
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Soulless Angel

Soulless Angel

Did someone say Rum?
Jul 6, 2020
1,272
exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally, just so damned exhausted
 
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shadow7891

shadow7891

Member
Aug 17, 2020
19
what's exhausting is dealing with same things for years now, loneliness, being depressed. waking up in the morning knowing nothing is going to change and the worst part is you can't do anything about it.
 
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alexit

Mage
Jun 3, 2020
520
i have been dealing with this since a few years now i think, basically everything is exhausting me. im feeling like i could just lay somewhere for days and still feel exhausted, its weird. i wish i had more energy for stuff like cleaning the house more but each time it feels like hell of a lot of work. i give my best but it leaves me more exhausted, not sure how long i can take it..
I know exactly how you feel. There are some things that really help (let me know if you want to know) but i'd be lying if there's an outright cure.
 
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Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

Student
Jun 17, 2020
183
Same. I could sleep for 18 hours straight, and it wouldn't matter. I'd still wake up just as exhausted as I was beforehand. Nothing seems to make much of a difference... it's frustrating for sure (understatement).
 
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Klee

Klee

Never play cards with a magician.
Apr 19, 2020
136
Seriously exhausted, I sleep all night and wake up feeling like I haven't slept at all.
 
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