Anyone else feel sad when wake up?

[lonerclown666]

when i wake up i feel very sad because is other day living in this terrible existence another day in pain another wanted to never wake up

 

[mediocre]

yes I do and I also have anxiety attacks. Feeling trapped in your body and your life is terrible

 

[StarryStarry]

I love nighttime. It's dark and quiet and I can slip under the comforter. When I wake up, it's overwhelmingly sad. I hate mornings - it's a reminder of what a loser I am, that I don't have a job, that I didn't die during the night. If only ....

 

[faex42]

When I wake up I'm confronted with my feelings about my life full force. Sleep is a wonderful sanctuary. I rarely have nightmares. The more depressed I feel the more I hate waking up.
When things are going well, it's not a factor.

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I find waking up to be very depressing and dreadful. It is a horrible feeling knowing that I have another day of this life ahead of me. Everyday is so miserable and my existence is very empty. I hope for an eternal dreamless sleep as only then, nothing can hurt me.

 

[allesistgut]

i definitely have a lot of days when i'm just so exhausted and sad when i wake up.

 

[ArtsyDrawer]

Not necessarily sad. Not unless a seizure happens right at morning.
I'm more of a zombie: I exist, I can hypothetically end it right now, I can't because I have to outlive certain people so that they don't be in pain because I ctb.
It's a kind of neutral feeling.
Also, time moves really fast if I let my zombieness take over.

 

[forgotten15]

Yes, for me its horrible because I know I am forced to live yet another day on this planet because I am to weak to overcome SI and ctb. It's horrible having to go through this life with so much pain inside, having to fake a smile and go to work, interact with people at work, have deadlines and responsibilities when I feel extremely depressed and empty. I honestly wake up wishing the day will go fast so I can sleep again and not feel anything.

 

[......]

Most days I wake up with an intense feeling of dread and a heavy chest

 

[whywere]

Yes, for me its horrible because I know I am forced to live yet another day on this planet because I am to weak to overcome SI and ctb. It's horrible having to go through this life with so much pain inside, having to fake a smile and go to work, interact with people at work, have deadlines and responsibilities when I feel extremely depressed and empty. I honestly wake up wishing the day will go fast so I can sleep again and not feel anything.

You are NOT weak ever period. Reading your post, it is so very clear just how kind and wonderful of a soul you are. I spent 29.5 years doing the same routine as you at work, yes it can be tedious at times, BUT there is where SS and this awesome group of kindred souls comes into play to brighten your days.

Having no family nor friends, except everyone on SS, when I read posts like yours, it makes me reach out and say HI!! and tell you that you are cared about and so loved.

You are family to me, and I send you lots of well wishes, hugs and the knowledge that you truly make a difference each and every day!


Walter

 

[forgotten15]

You are NOT weak ever period. Reading your post, it is so very clear just how kind and wonderful of a soul you are. I spent 29.5 years doing the same routine as you at work, yes it can be tedious at times, BUT there is where SS and this awesome group of kindred souls comes into play to brighten your days.

Having no family nor friends, except everyone on SS, when I read posts like yours, it makes me reach out and say HI!! and tell you that you are cared about and so loved.

You are family to me, and I send you lots of well wishes, hugs and the knowledge that you truly make a difference each and every day!


Walter

What an amazing human being you are, Walter!
Your kind words brought tears in my eyes. As you already know, you are so much appreciated here and even if we didn't directly interract I see you and your pure heart that shines through every post you leave here. I definitely agree with you, SS forum always gives me comfort and makes my day better. I am so grateful for being part of this community.
You too are much loved and cherished!
I wish you nothing but best, I am here anytime

 

[Unicornsrnot4dislife]

I haven't woken up feeling anything positive for a long time

 

[Someone123]

Yes, almost every day I wake up in the middle of a dream where I have chances to make my life better and then when I wake up all the way I realize those chances are long gone.

 

[elfin]

yeah, every night i wish that i won't wake up in the morning but it always happens and it's always disappointing.

 

[anxious_depressive]

I wake up with a feeling of fear and anxiety.

 

[inanimate]

always, i feel so heavy. my heart starts beating heavily. it's like the dread fills me up within minutes.

 

[whywere]

always, i feel so heavy. my heart starts beating heavily. it's like the dread fills me up within minutes.

Hello! I so understand where you are coming from as somedays for me it is a mountain to climb to get my move on. But I hop on here and feel the warmth of so many caring and loving souls that my day becomes better.

I consider you a great friend to have in this thing called life and I care about you and want the best for you.

Sending you lots of well wishes, hugs and the knowledge that every morning when you open your eyes you are cared and loved as one faces a new day.

Walter

 

[inanimate]

Hello! I so understand where you are coming from as somedays for me it is a mountain to climb to get my move on. But I hop on here and feel the warmth of so many caring and loving souls that my day becomes better.

I consider you a great friend to have in this thing called life and I care about you and want the best for you.

Sending you lots of well wishes, hugs and the knowledge that every morning when you open your eyes you are cared and loved as one faces a new day.

Walter

thanks walter :) best to you as well

 

[motel rooms]

No, I'm relieved the nightmares are over.

 

[Sherri]

I fell a mix of emptiness and sadness. Each morning when I open my blinds….

 

[Leiden]

I immediately wish I was dead the second I wake up.

 

[Toonloon]

Yes. Every fucking day and moment.

 

[Murasa]

Usually I have nightmares, then I wake up and I have to deal with reality, I'm pretty screwed in that aspect, more than sad I wake up feeling miserable and tired.

 

[Nolan96]

when i wake up i feel very sad because is other day living in this terrible existence another day in pain another wanted to never wake up

It takes me so incredibly long to get up and ready to start the day in the mornings. I've resorted to chugging energy drinks the second I wake up which gives me anxiety and makes my heart race, and even then I'm still somehow sluggish and morose for an hour or two. Also the mental time-calculating begins literally the second my head lifts from the pillow. 15 hrs 45 minutes to go until bedtime again!

 

[Life sucks]

Waking up is the worst, I don't die, I return to this terrible life and the beautiful dreams end.

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

Waking up is the worst part of my day.

 

[Passersby]

Yes. Wake up and repeat the same suffering every day. Repeat the same struggles and continue to suffer and keep doing this like an idiot.

 

[fatefulstillness]

I find it difficult to wake up a lot of times, it's like my body doesn't want to do another day. I don't feel sad, but mornings feel harsh and I never feel well rested.

 

[Disappointered]

Yes, absolutely. Sometimes it's just having to start another non-day in a non-life but sometimes it's also heavier, as though maybe I dreamt of something sad. I can't remember my dreams most days but sometimes it also feels like I dreamt of something that made me happy and the realization that it was a dream is what makes me sad.

 

[TheSoulless]

I dread mornings. Often I have dreams so pleasant I would rather stay in them forever. There's nothing good about waking up.