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Anyone else a bit scared of hell
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I dont really believe it usually, but when im about to try to ctb i cant stop thinking that as soon as i die im going to see a bunch of demons that are going to drag me to hell, fuck i just wish i could go to heaven or reincarnate in a good body
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voltage268, yellowjasminegoing, Labean and 1 other person
I hate how religion is so black and white after death. Honestly I don't think I deserve heaven. Living a self pitying numb life doesn't sound very holy to me. But fuck, I don't think I deserve hell either. Other than my parents by constantly disappointing them I can't think of a single person I hurt physically or mentally. I would just prefer the middle ground. Either eternal sleep or snapped out of existence completely. no hell or heaven.
sorry needed to rant about this.
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I hate how religion is so black and white after death. Honestly I don't think I deserve heaven. Living a self pitying numb life doesn't sound very holy to me. But fuck, I don't think I deserve hell either. Other than my parents by constantly disappointing them I can't think of a single person I hurt physically or mentally. I would just prefer the middle ground. Either eternal sleep or snapped out of existence completely. no hell or heaven.
If hell exists, then I think it's reserved only for those who were truly evil during their lives, and not for the tortured souls who took the drastic step of ending their lives in order to stop their pain. Maybe those of us who suicide will end up in purgatory, or we'll reincarnate and have a do-over at life. Who knows really, but I doubt that God would be so unforgiving as to subject us to hell when we've experienced a hellish life here on earth.
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voltage268, CallOfTheVoid112, Seafoam and 6 others
Eternal torture for the rest of your days sounds horrible in my opinion. I have to suffer when I'm alive and now I have to suffer when I die. That just doesn't sit right for me, so yeah I'm scared of hell, if its actually what its usually depicted as. Its like you can never catch a break or something. Especially if I commit suicide since suicide is apparently a sin ( yes I know that came later ). That type of faith is one of the worst things that can be done to someone in my opinion.
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I dont really believe it usually, but when im about to try to ctb i cant stop thinking that as soon as i die im going to see a bunch of demons that are going to drag me to hell, fuck i just wish i could go to heaven or reincarnate in a good body
As you believe, so it shall be. As you imagine so it will become. The more negative energy you feed into the higher a chance of going to hell. Just think positive, and do positive visualizations. And don't give the lords of karma reason to give you a really shitty reincarnation.
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Labean, blueclover_. and searchingfreedom
When you're told about it over and over again as a small child (not even in a malicious way, but just hearing about a lake of burning fire is enough to frighten) it's going to be hard to get over that, so I get nervous occasionally, but I'm pretty sure it isn't real.
Nobody knows, if God is real and you get sent to hell by him, who do you appeal to? Your best bet is to get family, friends, holy people or prophets to beg him on your behalf. He'll for eternity for failure to pass the tests on earth will be bad. But I think there will be some kind of meritocracy to getting into heaven. If there was one. What if hell and heaven are on here on earth, imagine bringing into a rich family in Finland, all things being equal then imagine being born into a trailer park in America, that might be hell all things be equal. Who know what happens.
I will advise you make atonement for your sins and aks for family to pray for you after you have long gone, those are your best bet other than you can't do much. I hope we all see each other in heaven. Especially those that earth has treated badly.
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voltage268, Seafoam, Labean and 3 others
I don't think there is hell or heaven, hell or heaven is on earth since there is a fair balance here in all things, like day and night, hot and cold, the dark the clear, the good the bad. I think we just go to another dimension, or we just reincarnate.
Honestly my fear of hell and what will happen in my grave is the only reason I haven't ctb yet. I've been conditioned since I was born to be afraid of God and hell and that if I commit suicide I'll go to hell.
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Hell is a human construct, not a divine one. A way that allowed the early church to build up its power on earth: tell everyone you're damned unless you follow our path and join our church. It's really a massive con job - a type of existential blackmail.
If you look at the idea seriously, it's impossible to reconcile the notion of a loving god with the idea that he keeps a personal torture chamber. What would be the point? No just god is going to condemn a person to eternal, infinite punishment for finite crimes.
It's obviously a completely made up notion; a scare tactic to stop common people from questioning the church's power on earth. Don't give it any credence.
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Everlong, Seafoam, justsayin and 6 others
No, the idea of there being a hell after this is a fictional concept. I believe there is nothing after this. Death is very comforting to me. The thing that I am scared of is this life as there is unlimited potential for suffering, there is no limit as to how horrible things can get.
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justsayin, demuic, PeacefulTonic and 2 others
You're already in "it". From my own experience I can't speak for anyone else. However living has been hell for myself because of the genes I been dealt and the cruelty I endured for my looks. This is hell for 80-90 years and I didn't even ask to come here. So why should I be sentenced to unseen torture after this? Living is the hell or heaven depending on the genes and nurturing. Death will be freedom from low self esteem, trauma responses, loneliness, emptiness and being looked down upon by predatory humans. Life is cruel and predatory. Nothingness is peace I choose that over knowing any of this (humanity, other species that prey on each other to survive, the moon and the sun). If there is some unseen world keep me there in peaceful thoughts without any physical constructs.
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If hell exists, then I think it's reserved only for those who were truly evil during their lives, and not for the tortured souls who took the drastic step of ending their lives in order to stop their pain. Maybe those of us who suicide will end up in purgatory, or we'll reincarnate and have a do-over at life. Who knows really, but I doubt that God would be so unforgiving as to subject us to hell when we've experienced a hellish life here on earth.
I'm scared of reincarnating in a worse life. My suffering is pretty constant with mental illness, but in all over ways - food, safety etc it could be worse.
I dont really believe it usually, but when im about to try to ctb i cant stop thinking that as soon as i die im going to see a bunch of demons that are going to drag me to hell, fuck i just wish i could go to heaven or reincarnate in a good body
Let me share a couple of things I've heard, now I can't say I know these things to be fact, this is all heresay:
1) Suicide does not mean an instant ticket to hell. Way back in the past people were committing suicide a lot to reach God faster, eventually the catholic church (NOT God, NOT the bible) said that suicide was a sin. They did this to stop people from committing suicide so often. They did this to control them.
2) The actual sin involved with suicide would be rejecting the gift of life God gave you. Meaning, if you commit suicide to stop the pain you're in, or to admit defeat, those may be shameful, but it is not a sin. To renounce life as a whole is the sin.
Either way, even if someone renounced life? That would tell me they were suffering and weren't in a good place anyway. If you're scared, try your best to get right with God. I'm scared too. I ask for strength and forgiveness as of late way more than I ever have in my life. Ultimately there is no negotiation on judgment day, all we can do is ask to be forgiven.
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voltage268, Seafoam, Labean and 4 others
Yes, I heard a lot of hellish NDE's and one that stuck with me is this atheist who went to hell and then was scratched, mauled, and torn apart by these creatures. He became a priest soon after.
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