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Intheo

Student
Jul 1, 2020
119
I've been thinking about how and how to write my last words to. I'll tell my parents that I'm sorry for being such a disappointment. I'll my girlfriend that she deserves to be happier with someone better. I might write a general note to all of my friends just to let them know in case people start wondering what happened to me.

I think I'll leave a note on paper for my parents and post the message for my friends on social media.
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
I wrote, scrapped, and wrote again my suicide notes. Its mostly a note to my mum and brother. Last note ill make is instructions to notify my mum, and to apologize about the corpse.

I have a special set of notes describing my health issues, and instructions on how to handle my dogs here after i die, incase i ctb before they are rehomed.
Thats about it
 
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Intheo

Student
Jul 1, 2020
119
Instructions are a good point. I need to give my parents my info so they can access my account. They might as well use what little money I have. I also will tell them to donate my organs.
 
YourWayOrMine

YourWayOrMine

Member
Apr 17, 2020
13
I was planning on writing individual letters to all my friends. In fact, they have already been written but my last attempt failed so it's not like they mattered anyway. I was also thinking of making a post on social media explaining why I decided to ctb.
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
I have mine written. But mine are 3 years old. I found that once you put the pen to paper, the words start to flow out
Instructions are a good point. I need to give my parents my info so they can access my account. They might as well use what little money I have. I also will tell them to donate my organs.
I didn't know you can donate organs if you ctb. What methods still allow this?
 
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Intheo

Student
Jul 1, 2020
119
I have mine written. But mine are 3 years old. I found that once you put the pen to paper, the words start to flow out

I didn't know you can donate organs if you ctb. What methods still allow this?

I actually don't know. I was hoping whatever method I use would leave my organs intact so they can be of use to somebody. I want to do some kind of good.
 
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Isittimetogonola

Isittimetogonola

Kindness is a weakness to be taken advantage by al
Oct 22, 2019
198
I have completed all my letters. They are more like journals as I update them until the final moment. I have just begun to make a few videos. My accounts and passwords are all written down. Only one letter remains that will be the absolute hardest. The moment it is done, I will leave.
 
borntobebravex

borntobebravex

New Member
Jul 6, 2020
2
I have actually written my letters as well. You are not alone and I am here for you.
 
lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
I would probably make a goodbye video and talk about why I did and I would mention euthanasia.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
I tried once but it sounded dumb and I realized I don't even really care what people are thinking after I die
 

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