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Spiritual survivor

Spiritual survivor

A born again but occasionally suicidal
Feb 13, 2022
510
Recently I've noticed I'm so depressed I can't even cry. I'm heartbroken and discouraged but I can't even have a cry about it. It's very uncomfortable. 😥 only this emoji sheds a tear.
 
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sunnyflower

Member
Feb 11, 2021
22
I feel numb and motionless, my tears have all dried up feeling like this for nearly 4 long years 😢
 
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TheLastFemaphrodyke

TheLastFemaphrodyke

Student
May 25, 2022
130
Recently I've noticed I'm so depressed I can't even cry. I'm heartbroken and discouraged but I can't even have a cry about it. It's very uncomfortable. 😥 only this emoji sheds a tear.
Welcome to the abyss.....
 
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wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Yes, I'm too tired to cry.
It was easier to have that release. Now it's just anger and sadness and anxiety.
 
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Spiritual survivor

Spiritual survivor

A born again but occasionally suicidal
Feb 13, 2022
510
I really miss being able to have a good cry 😕
 
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Lullaby

Lullaby

🌙
Mar 9, 2022
691
It's starting to get a lot harder for me to, which sucks because there's all this pain inside. Crying has always been my way to get that stuff out, if I can't then it just builds up and it can be unbearable to deal with.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,589
I cannot cry anymore and I have not been able to for a long time. I used to be able to in the past. In a way it is like I have already died, I live such an empty existence. It all feels so pointless.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,216
I am numb most of the time these days, but when I do cry I will bawl like a baby. It is the only time when I feel real.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Yeah, me. Though, when I see a trigger or think of one, I will shed a tear or 2.
 
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waitingforrest

Elementalist
Dec 27, 2021
842
I used to hate how much I was a crybaby. Now I actually miss crying. It's like a constant itch I can't scratch.
 
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LikeAPendulum

LikeAPendulum

Member
Aug 25, 2022
99
I stopped crying when I was around 12-14.

I stopped crying when my mother yelled at me, "Men don't cry!"
 
9BBN

9BBN

Heaven, send Hell away
Mar 29, 2021
377
By myself I'm numb but with other people the emotions come back and I have to hold back tears.
 
Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
914
Yep that's me right here. Haven't properly cried for years now, think it would help me feel a little better if I could sob my eyes out but now I just can't.
 

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