Anybody feel like they are in a rush to ctb?

[Final Escape]

I feel the pressure to ctb soon. I managed to order some domperidone I can't even believe it worked. I'm pretty sure it did bc they called to confirm. I just hope to god the SN method will work on me. I want to be gone before they start rounding people up to go to camps for refusing the vaccine. I want the pills to get here soon. In the meantime I'll be trying to avoid the contact tracing. I know I sound crazy but I realize what's going on and I don't want to be part of this evil system. Also my life sucks pretty bad. Nothing to be hopeful about.

 

[LMLN]

Yes, I've been feeling very desperate lately to ctb. Everything bad is piling up in my life, and I feel like I'm drowning. And my usual go-to for social support is by phone only now due to lockdown. The isolation is really getting to me.
But like I tell myself, and I'll say to you...do not do anything in a rush. I'm trying to take a step back, so that if I decide to ctb, it's with a clear head. We are here if you need to vent.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Yes I'm getting bloody desperate every time I get a partner and tell them where to get SN low and behold they can't bloody wait and I receive a message saying sorry, I took a week off and when I returned she was gone, two of them I was with them until the final moments but it's not something I ever want to do again..

Change of tactics I ordered enough SN for two people and I have tons of meds to do the job so lets see how my new partner works out otherwise it's a hotel in the City and goodbye.

Cheers

Geo

 

[Crushed_Innocence]

Yes, I feel you . Thursday can't come quick enough!!!!

 

[Final Escape]

Yes, I feel you . Thursday can't come quick enough!!!!

Are u going to do it in a motel room?

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

I need to go, preferably within the next few hours. It feels rushed after a long time of thinking about it but it's what I have to do