Anybody else deal with constant loneliness?

[Rogi55]

I am 22 years old. Lonely almost constantly. Very few friends that i never do anything with anyway. Never had a girlfriend, only been kissed when I was a teenager. I'm so tired of this meager pointless existence

 

[Nightmare]

im lonely too, i live in annoying society in the middle east and i find interacting with them pointless, they are all too backward and religion derived, i only have one atheist friend that understands what i say :/

 

[Mistake of Nature]

I'm almost 30 and have been lonely my whole life. No meaningful friends or relationships and I'm disconnected from everything and everyone around me. It hurts so badly and the pain deepens every day. I too am so tired of all this. I hope we can each find the peace we're looking for.

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

Yes I am lonely, every night lonely. Suck at socialising to an unbelievable degree now and so closed off that it is my own fault. I am scared of other people mainly now and embarrassed about the past. It is boring everyday boring getting more and more tedious I don't do anything fun. There aren't even any nightclubs open to go to and make drunk friends for a night. Moan over.

 

[FuneralCry]

I guess I'm pretty introverted so I quite like isolating myself but, my loneliness comes deep within myself almost like an empty feeling. I feel trapped by my own thoughts. I feel a constant disconnection from other people.

 

[deletednumber]

I'm almost 30 and have been lonely my whole life. No meaningful friends or relationships and I'm disconnected from everything and everyone around me. It hurts so badly and the pain deepens every day. I too am so tired of all this. I hope we can each find the peace we're looking for.

Basically the same for me...

 

[idkanymore365]

I am 22 years old. Lonely almost constantly. Very few friends that i never do anything with anyway. Never had a girlfriend, only been kissed when I was a teenager. I'm so tired of this meager pointless existence

I'm 19 and I feel the same. Sorry you're going through this, I know it is crap. Life all feels very meaningless when you aren't close with anyone :( sending you hugs

 

[Teas]

Been alone my whole life. Didn't have a single friend or person that understood me. Now, I'm accustomed to this loneliness and don't want to be around ppl. All I have is a spider that lives in the corner of my bedroom to keep me company. He's a good spiderbro.

 

[BluesRunTheGame]

Ten years single (I'm 36). I could sure use some human touch at some point soon ffs.

 

[MewtwoIsAlive]

Yes.

 

[FinalDestination]

Sorry you feel that way. I'm 21 and the same, I spend everyday not talking to anyone but even the few times I am around others it feels even more isolating and disconnecting

 

[Username1972]

I'm 48 years old and have felt more and more alone the older I've got. My mum died of cancer two years ago and last year i was alienated from my youngest daughter. I have 6 siblings who only seem to care about themselves. At times loneliness (solitude) has actually been a blessing but the last two years of it has made me realise ctb will be a such a release. I think when I go to bed tomorrow I'll be saying "night night" for the final time.

 

[ClownMe]

yeah, im 20 and im a complete loner, its a shitty feeling.

 

[BlankUser]

My boyfriend and my bird are the only ones keeping me company. I wish I had a few friends who could understand me and wouldn't judge me. But I cut off ties with other people because of constant pressure. It's basically impossible to make friends when you're NEET. All people care about are jobs and status, at least where I live.

 

[SweetDreams500]

Me. I try to keep myself occupied with other things as to forget about my loneliness, but every once in a while I just can't do it. I really wish I had a boyfriend.

 

[Empty gas can]

Sorry you're going through this. Loneliness hurts. I used to think I was very introverted until I lost almost all of my friends, being alone all the time gets old fast. I do have a grilfriend which I love very much, though we're not in a good place right now. I feel like I can't connect with others anymore, it feels like I'm numb to everybody else, like a black hole eating me away from within.

Being human means we all need each other to varying degrees, but some of us just don't fit in. It's a sick joke to need something you can't get.

Hang in there, you still have time to make things happen.

 

[Yiyo123]

I'm alone most of the time
but i'm lonely even when I have company in my house. I'm married, have to 2 daughters, 2 bothers and my parents are really old. I feel like nobody cares except for my wife (which i feel I don't deserve her).

I can't ctb right now. I want to leave a house to my wife. I'm working on it.

I'm just tired of everything. I just gave up a long time ago. I don't care about life. Just counting the days…wishing every night to be my last.

 

[soap]

I've been talking to myself in full conversations since middle school, helps with the loneliness i guess

Being around people has always meant being bullied or excluded, so eventually the need to socialize just kinda disappeared