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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
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I want a daily venting partner that won't be disturbed by hearing about my life full of darkness & misfortune. I'm suffering from PTSD & major depression, and I feel trapped by my terrible circumstance. I would like to speak to someone experiencing the same thing who also wants to vent for relief. I also want us to be accountability partners for things that we need to do for the day in order to push forward. Even though I have set a CTB date for next August, I still want to push forward to get through each day, and see if by next August I won't feel the need to go thru with it. I'm age 41, Female, in the US.

I posted in the recovery partner's section but it's not working out so I'm trying this thread. If we are not a good connection, that's OK, honesty is key, so we don't waste each other's time. I believe in being brave enough to be honest to avoid ghosting. It's terrible enough having to resort to making friends from a suicide forum, so why be weird and cause more pain? Be an adult about it.

I don't want to speak to anyone with a fairly normal good life who mostly wants to talk about normal stuff or someone that can't handle someone venting about depressing things.

Am I being realistic with what I'm looking for from this forum? Or should I just give up, and stay with no friends?
 
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seekingeternalsleep

seekingeternalsleep

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Nov 6, 2019
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hey, if you still searching someone to vent to you can pm me and I'll send you ny Telegram, i have major depression too, but i don't have ptsd, I'm 19, make and from Spain
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
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hey, if you still searching someone to vent to you can pm me and I'll send you ny Telegram, i have major depression too, but i don't have ptsd, I'm 19, make and from Spain
Thank you for your interest.
 
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theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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It is very good what you are looking for in the forum. It is good that you have someone to talk and share ideas with.
 
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