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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
sometimes i just write things as if the canon love interest didn't exist or still exists but not romantic with them, but for mamma mia since the plot kind of goes around it a lot it might be harder. who is the one that is yours? the style looks like i seen before but i dont know the character

its okay, i still could figure out who you meant, that happens to me too i switch names a lot. have you seen the second mamma mia movie?
Otto from Re:Zero :) I even worked on a self-insert plus backstory and stuff for him.

Yep, I saw it at the movie theatre, even! The funny thing is... I went in completely blind; I was not expecting the thing with Donna at all.
 
brainlessretard

brainlessretard

i wish i could erase only the memories i hate
Dec 19, 2021
29
i have one!! Hans Zoë from Shingeki no Kyojin was my first real character crush and is my biggest motivation for studying!

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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
368
Otto from Re:Zero :) I even worked on a self-insert plus backstory and stuff for him.

Yep, I saw it at the movie theatre, even! The funny thing is... I went in completely blind; I was not expecting the thing with Donna at all.
ooh thats cool, i love self inserts. and i also love making up more backstory for characters that dont have much in their canon (or even ones who do).

oh thats cool, i saw it in movie theatres as well but i had not yet seen mamma mia 1 yet at that time so it didnt make much sense to me, i only somewhat recently saw the first one
 
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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
i have one!! Hans Zoë from Shingeki no Kyojin was my first real character crush and is my biggest motivation for studying!

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Oh what? I love that he motivated you to study!

God this thread makes me aware of the fact there's way too much media I haven't seen yet. Especially since SNK is apparently really good
 
xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

Nothing
Jul 27, 2024
171
none currently, but when i was a teenager i was seriously obsessed with Rin Tezuka from Katawa Shoujo which lasted a long time, and then I got similarly just as obsessed with Sawa Nakamura from The Flowers of Evil. only two genuine waifus ive ever had
 
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AgnesTachyon

AgnesTachyon

antinatalist, efilist, solipsist, misanthrope
Jun 10, 2026
19
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her ugly ass face makes me so, so sick. i really love my inbred wife so much, she's so precious to me, genuinely.

also, i hope this is a safe place to say seeing doubles or even casual fans makes me genuinely suicidal. i have very, veeeeery unhealthy attachments sorry.​
 
Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
none currently, but when i was a teenager i was seriously obsessed with Rin Tezuka from Katawa Shoujo which lasted a long time, and then I got similarly just as obsessed with Sawa Nakamura from The Flowers of Evil. only two genuine waifus ive ever had
I don't know any of them I feel so bad lol // But aaah they are visually very mildly similar, do you maybe have a type?

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her ugly ass face makes me so, so sick. i really love my inbred wife so much, she's so precious to me, genuinely.

also, i hope this is a safe place to say seeing doubles or even casual fans makes me genuinely suicidal. i have very, veeeeery unhealthy attachments sorry.​
UMAMUSUME! Never played it myself but I've seen so much content for it. What kind of character is she? Like... personality wise?

Also I totally understand that! I don't mind casual fans but I'm... let's just say... not happy about doubles either. Thankfully my F/O is fairly obscure, so I don't think I've actually seen any doubles so far
 
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whitetaildeer

whitetaildeer

Wreck & Rule
Aug 5, 2024
422
I've considered it recently, though I don't think I'd be as serious about it as every selfshipper. If I did get into it, I would self-ship with fictional characters my late girlfriend kinned (Ashley Graves from TCOAAL, and Tarantulas from Transformers). However my feelings towards my late girlfriend are obviously much, much stronger lol. Can't say I don't have massive raging crushes towards those characters because of her though.
 
xXiloveyouXx

xXiloveyouXx

Nothing
Jul 27, 2024
171
I don't know any of them I feel so bad lol // But aaah they are visually very mildly similar, do you maybe have a type?
It's okay, Katawa Shoujo is like ancient at this point haha. Definitely a visual type, plus I've always liked the fantasy of saving or helping someone, like with Rin, or meeting someone who encourages my self destructive behavior, like Nakamura.
 
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buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
213
I don't necessarily call myself a self-shipper, but I do read a lot of x reader fanfiction lol. I probably read an unhealthy amount of COD stuff for someone whose never played (fuck my laptop's habit of overheating). Pretty into MacCready from fallout 4 rn, I just love him so much.
 
LaetumCat

LaetumCat

I like to play with sharp items
May 11, 2025
124
Lauma from Genshin <3
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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
I've considered it recently, though I don't think I'd be as serious about it as every selfshipper. If I did get into it, I would self-ship with fictional characters my late girlfriend kinned (Ashley Graves from TCOAAL, and Tarantulas from Transformers). However my feelings towards my late girlfriend are obviously much, much stronger lol. Can't say I don't have massive raging crushes towards those characters because of her though.
Oh that's interesting, I don't think I've ever met anyone who kinda crushes on characters because their partner kins/kinned them. Also help TCOAAL is still in my steam library unplayed

I don't necessarily call myself a self-shipper, but I do read a lot of x reader fanfiction lol. I probably read an unhealthy amount of COD stuff for someone whose never played (fuck my laptop's habit of overheating). Pretty into MacCready from fallout 4 rn, I just love him so much.
Lmao I love x reader FFs too, but I'm only interested in stuff of chars I had a crush on, so there's unfortunately not a lot for me to read. But oh MacCready is cool, it's been forever since I've played Fallout 4 tho

Lauma from Genshin <3
Deer Mommy GIF
I USED TO PLAY GENSHIN BUT IVE NEVER EVEN SEEN HER. She's so pretty, what the hell
 
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bloodybushman

bloodybushman

vīta incerta, morsque certissima
May 8, 2026
19
I don't really explicitly label myself as a yume but... Medic from TF2 makes me feel some sorta way. Honestly, I imagine him as a woman 90% of the time. I have a ridiculous amount of photos saved of fem!Medic. I heart old women!! I heart old women who want to perform surgery on you and hold your heart in her hands!!

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It's nice to try and imagine a life after this one where I can live peacefully with her forever. Like, her waiting at the other end of the light just for me type stuff, y'know?
 
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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
I don't really explicitly label myself as a yume but... Medic from TF2 makes me feel some sorta way. Honestly, I imagine him as a woman 90% of the time. I have a ridiculous amount of photos saved of fem!Medic. I heart old women!! I heart old women who want to perform surgery on you and hold your heart in her hands!!

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It's nice to try and imagine a life after this one where I can live peacefully with her forever. Like, her waiting at the other end of the light just for me type stuff, y'know?
Oh my god I never even considered it before but I love the idea of Fem!Medic??? I wish there were more unhinged old women characters in media. Also it's funny that you mention TF2 bc I once had a crush on Pyro

But yeah, I do the same with the character I selfship with. If I had the choice to live a healthy/happy life I'd of course wanna be with my irl partner instead... like, that's a no brainer for me - but the thought of maybe just ending up with my f/o after death makes the thought of it all ending more bearable. Doesn't matter to me that it's silly, it just makes me feel better.
 
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