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Enyan

Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
Maybe a bit of an embarrassing topic to talk about, but I'm really curious!

Any other yumeshipper/selfshipper/people with crushes on fictional characters on here? If you're one, tell me about your f/o (= character you crush on).

To start it off: My f/o is...
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Wonder if anyone knows him.
 
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Yakui

Yakui

i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
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i used to have a waifu a couple years back. dont wanna say what character it was (not due to it being controversial, i was her canonical age at the time) but i had her fooooorrrrrr... about a year, id say. used to imagine her with me all the time, talked to her and would pretend to hold her when i went to sleep, spent most of my time consuming content relating to her and the piece of media she was from, etc.

ive sometimes played with the idea since, but havent been able to latch onto a fictional character as good as back then.
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
Have always had a great fondness for "Elise McKenna" from the book and moving "Somewhere In Time". Jane Seymour played her in the movie, which didn't hurt I've been crazy about her for decades.
Oh, I've never even heard about that book before! Just googled a bit and Jane Seymour looks so beautiful in that role, though. Any particular reason you are fond of that character? :)

i used to have a waifu a couple years back. dont wanna say what character it was (not due to it being controversial, i was her canonical age at the time) but i had her fooooorrrrrr... about a year, id say. used to imagine her with me all the time, talked to her and would pretend to hold her when i went to sleep, spent most of my time consuming content relating to her and the piece of media she was from, etc.

ive sometimes played with the idea since, but havent been able to latch onto a fictional character as good as back then.
Ah, it's totally fine if you don't wanna share. I wouldn't judge though, I... don't care much about the whole age debate for fictional characters anyway.

But aah, that's sweet. I just love it when people get really into a character.
 
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SASU-KE

Lamb will not be my final meal!
Nov 26, 2025
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The Re zero dragon cart driver?pretty obscure but that shows your the real deal 🤝
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
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The Re zero dragon cart driver?pretty obscure but that shows your the real deal 🤝
I can't tell you how happy it makes me that someone on here knows where he's from, lol. But yeah, I guess I just really like merchants with dragon carts.

I read Richard Matheson's book long before I saw the movie. It is a very intense and immersive novel, to the point where one can almost imagine actually trying it (there is a "Somewhere In Time weekend" every year at the Grand Hotel). Elise McKenna was based on a real person, which intrigued me (Matheson wrote a lot of details into the book--they are not in the movie). The character seems to be just the right combination of mysterious and elegant. There is a historical figure I am quite fond of....I can imagine, were time travel possible, going back more than a century to meet her.
I wish I had the cognitive function to read a book right now, I'd be very tempted to read it. :')
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

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perfectparting

perfectparting

New Member
Jun 1, 2025
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yes!! ive always been a fan of azul ashengrotto from twisted wonderland. i actually started yumeshipping about a month or two ago
 
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Mooncry

delulu girlfailure
Sep 11, 2024
397
I crushed too hard on one of my own OCs and now we're happily married in another universe bc I literally love him so much 😭
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
Have you seen the movie? It requires far less effort than the book. Mind, the book is not horribly long.
Not even sure I'll be able to handle a movie anymore (I wish I was kidding) - I really have huge issues with cognition. :')
OH? WHO DO YOU LIKE (unless you don't wanna share)
yes!! ive always been a fan of azul ashengrotto from twisted wonderland. i actually started yumeshipping about a month or two ago
Aaah, I never got to play Twisted Wonderland </3 And now I'm too debilitated to play anything. He does look pretty cool though!

I don't know much about the media but I always loved Ortho Shroud's character design, lol.
I crushed too hard on one of my own OCs and now we're happily married in another universe bc I literally love him so much 😭
Aww, that's cute ;; I love how you can just make it canon or semi-canon if it's your own OCs
 
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Mar 9, 2026
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lol I used to have a crush and was so obsessed over Mirai Kuriyama from kyoukai no katana there was a chick on middle school on same class as me and she looked just like her
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I still think about it today but I got past that now it's a character called bianca from dragon quest 5 she is a friend of the main hero and you can choose to get married to her at some point in the game she is innocent, cute, lovely perfect wife she yaps a lot too which is cool
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I wish 2d girls were real maybe god will be merciful enough and grant me a beautiful looking anime wife when I'm dead hehe JOKING
 
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spacefreightergirl

cowgirl magic jumprope
May 27, 2026
89
i don't know if this is a safe place to say this but in my head I've been married to Curly from mouthwashing for a year and I kinda can't get over it. Damn 2 hour game.

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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
lol I used to have a crush and was so obsessed over Mirai Kuriyama from kyoukai no katana there was a chick on middle school on same class as me and she looked just like her
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I still think about it today but I got past that now it's a character called bianca from dragon quest 5 she is a friend of the main hero and you can choose to get married to her at some point in the game she is innocent, cute, lovely perfect wife she yaps a lot too which is cool
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I wish 2d girls were real maybe god will be merciful enough and grant me a beautiful looking anime wife when I'm dead hehe JOKING
Ah I don't know any of the characters, the first one looks adorable though!!! Also yeah, if life already has to end in a shitty way I hope we all get to be with cute fictional characters
i don't know if this is a safe place to say this but in my head I've been married to Curly from mouthwashing for a year and I kinda can't get over it. Damn 2 hour game.

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Oh mouthwash! I read so much about that game and then never got to play it ;; I love the game's unique art style sm
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

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Jan 10, 2022
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OH? WHO DO YOU LIKE (unless you don't wanna share)
You're all good! I've been stuck on these COD mfs for a while (even though I don't play the game):

Task Force 141:

Simon "Ghost" Riley, Johnny "Soap" MacTavish, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, John "Bravo 06" Price

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Then there's this fine shit <3:

Valeria "El Sin Nombre" Garza

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I think I'm finally ready to accept that I may self-ship with her as well:

Kaede/Lucy/Nyu (Elfen Lied)

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Experienced
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You're all good! I've been stuck on these COD mfs for a while (even though I don't play the game):

Task Force 141:

Simon "Ghost" Riley, Johnny "Soap" MacTavish, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, John "Bravo 06" Price

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Then there's this fine shit <3:

Valeria "El Sin Nombre" Garza

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I think I'm finally ready to accept that I may self-ship with her as well:

Kaede/Lucy/Nyu (Elfen Lied)

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anime girls with guns are something else lol
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
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You're all good! I've been stuck on these COD mfs for a while (even though I don't play the game):

Task Force 141:

Simon "Ghost" Riley, Johnny "Soap" MacTavish, Kyle "Gaz" Garrick, John "Bravo 06" Price

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Then there's this fine shit <3:

Valeria "El Sin Nombre" Garza

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I think I'm finally ready to accept that I may self-ship with her as well:

Kaede/Lucy/Nyu (Elfen Lied)

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I don't know the video game ones but Lucy is such a cool ahh character
 
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spacefreightergirl

cowgirl magic jumprope
May 27, 2026
89
Oh mouthwash! I read so much about that game and then never got to play it ;; I love the game's unique art style sm

If you're into psych horror and you have the chance you should definitely play it!! There are many moments in the game that are beautiful and really worth seeing them by yourself on a screen and it's even better with the soundtrack (I know it sounds like I'm glazing but I really mean it).
 
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lohre2000s

Loser/Coward
May 31, 2026
61
I used to have a waifu during my anime era - it was Suzumiya Haruhi. I still love her, but nowadays my greatest "selfshipping dream" is Alma Elson from The Phantom Thread. I think if I met a girl like her I could make love work as pathetic and stupid as it sounds.
Erika Kohut from The Piano Teacher is also a strong choice for me.

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GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
368
i have often had fictional crushes and always loved self shipping kinds of things, either just imagining myself or a self insert with the characeter, or writing out actual fanfictions of it. i like ragatha from digital circus and donna from mamma mia right now. i want to make self insert characters to ship with them, i sort of have for ragatha but never finished designing

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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
I used to have a waifu during my anime era - it was Suzumiya Haruhi. I still love her, but nowadays my greatest "selfshipping dream" is Alma Elson from The Phantom Thread. I think if I met a girl like her I could make love work as pathetic and stupid as it sounds.
Erika Kohut from The Piano Teacher is also a strong choice for me.

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HARUHI! The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya is such a classic. It's been forever since I watched that anime.

Don't know the other two women, though ;; Makes me realize how I don't seem to have seen as many movies as I thought lol
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
i have often had fictional crushes and always loved self shipping kinds of things, either just imagining myself or a self insert with the characeter, or writing out actual fanfictions of it. i like ragatha from digital circus and donna from mamma mia right now. i want to make self insert characters to ship with them, i sort of have for ragatha but never finished designing

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Oh TADC, I heard a lot about it recently, didn't it get its last episode? Or is it out now? Something like that

I was not expecting to see Donna here, but I love that movie!
I wish I knew more about anime--I really don't. Do you do LARP? Or have any plans to include it in yuor suicide?
Not really. I've always thought LARPing sounded fun, though. :') The only way I'm gonna include any of this in my suicide would be hoping I'll just get reborn in the timeline of the show I referenced in my first post. Maybe I'll get to be with the character, if I'm lucky.
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
591
I don't know the video game ones but Lucy is such a cool ahh character
Fr. I've been working on building up my Elfen Lied collection. Wish the official figures weren't price-fucked by recellers. :(
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I wish I knew more about anime--I really don't. Do you do LARP? Or have any plans to include it in yuor suicide?
'Sorry, when you say it like that, all I can think of is this meme:

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softfur

sweet dreams my angel, at last goodbye
Mar 22, 2026
76
in spirit...
i get crushes on characters easily, but i don't feel strong attachments to them or the creative ability to daydream anymore (anhedonia i guess). i'm always very prone to inserting myself into things and fantasizing though. i make self inserts cause i can't do it with my actual self

i barely read it but i like x reader ❤️‍🩹
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
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in spirit...
i get crushes on characters easily, but i don't feel strong attachments to them or the creative ability to daydream anymore (anhedonia i guess). i'm always very prone to inserting myself into things and fantasizing though. i make self inserts cause i can't do it with my actual self

i barely read it but i like x reader ❤️‍🩹
I mean, because of life circumstances and whatnot I'm pretty anhedonic as well, so I get what you mean. I always created a bunch of self-inserts, too :')
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
368
Oh TADC, I heard a lot about it recently, didn't it get its last episode? Or is it out now? Something like that

I was not expecting to see Donna here, but I love that movie!
i think its out in movie theatres only, it doesnt realease on youtube until later. i wanted to see it in theatres with my best friend, but they are going with my room mate to see it and didnt invite me. everyone i asked is going with someone else already. it makes me a little sad but i guess its good that i wont be spending money on a movie ticket for something that's gonna be free on youtube anyway just a small amount of time later.

i know donna has her canon love but i still like the idea of self shipping with her. mamma mia is a great movie, i love anything with meryl streep really. whats your favorite song from mamma mia? and favorite character?
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
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i think its out in movie theatres only, it doesnt realease on youtube until later. i wanted to see it in theatres with my best friend, but they are going with my room mate to see it and didnt invite me. everyone i asked is going with someone else already. it makes me a little sad but i guess its good that i wont be spending money on a movie ticket for something that's gonna be free on youtube anyway just a small amount of time later.

i know donna has her canon love but i still like the idea of self shipping with her. mamma mia is a great movie, i love anything with meryl streep really. whats your favorite song from mamma mia? and favorite character?
I'm so sorry, that sucks, but I'm usually in the same position. I've gone to the theatre by myself a lot ;;

And aaah yeah, Meryl Streep is great! I never really thought about my favorite characters, but I guess Donna and Sophie? Sophie's friend, the one with the brown bob, is funny too, kinda forgot her name </3 Favorite songs are Lay All Your Love On Me, The Name of the Game and Money Money Money. What are your fav songs?
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
368
I'm so sorry, that sucks, but I'm usually in the same position. I've gone to the theatre by myself a lot ;;

And aaah yeah, Meryl Streep is great! I never really thought about my favorite characters, but I guess Donna and Sophie? Sophie's friend, the one with the brown bob, is funny too, kinda forgot her name </3 Favorite songs are Lay All Your Love On Me, The Name of the Game and Money Money Money. What are your fav songs?
i may just go by myself but i dont know. i love ragatha though and i'm excited for the last episode. and i want to make my oc character and make some fanfiction for it too. and maybe also for mamma mia but that would be harder to write for because donna already had a canon love interest

you mean donna's friend tayna? sophies friends both had long hair. tanya is awesome, i really loved both donna's friends. i think they are my second and third favorite characters, after donna. my favorite songs from it are the winner takes it all and lay all your love on me.
 
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Enyan

Sad Catgirl
May 19, 2026
130
i may just go by myself but i dont know. i love ragatha though and i'm excited for the last episode. and i want to make my oc character and make some fanfiction for it too. and maybe also for mamma mia but that would be harder to write for because donna already had a canon love interest

you mean donna's friend tayna? sophies friends both had long hair. tanya is awesome, i really loved both donna's friends. i think they are my second and third favorite characters, after donna. my favorite songs from it are the winner takes it all and lay all your love on me.
Yeah it's always harder if they have canon love interests. Thankfully my f/o doesn't have one (yet?).

And sorry, yeah, meant Donna's friend Tanya. My brain fog is so bad sometimes I make stupid mistakes like that 😭
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
368
sometimes i just write things as if the canon love interest didn't exist or still exists but not romantic with them, but for mamma mia since the plot kind of goes around it a lot it might be harder. who is the one that is yours? the style looks like i seen before but i dont know the character

its okay, i still could figure out who you meant, that happens to me too i switch names a lot. have you seen the second mamma mia movie?
 
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