Help Any other suicidal 18 year olds here

[starscourge_19]

What went wrong for you.

 

[[HNO]]

mother born me instead aborting

 

[Darkover]

i wish i'd of left at 18 because of a relationship break up made me extremely bitter to the point where i could never trust anyone ever again,
you get one chance with me, maybe if someone had been around to replace her immediately i wouldn't
of got so bitter and had a mental breakdown, the thought of me never being able to have sex again drove me to despair,
they where extremely dark times i was still grieving the loss for like 4 years afterwards each and every day afterwards the amount of misery i went through was unbelievable

 

[starscourge_19]

Lack of social skills (possibly autism), isolation, addiction, denial, narcissism (my own), avoidance, superiority complex, bad parenting (but they tried their best) I was spoiled

Sounds like exactly like my case except I don't think I have autism. But yeah my parents tried there best but made mistakes that have ruined my future and isolated me unintentionally