Any opiate addicts in here?

[Cashewmilk]

If you don't want to say you can PM me. How long have you been addicted and which opiates? How do you do them? I'm on heroin and fentanyl, 11 years, I smoke it. Withdrawal is pure hell but I am using methadone for that, makes a world of difference. Just too bad I have such a high tolerance and access to lethal opiates yet I can't ctb with it ugh.

 

[Pryras]

Haven't tried heroin or fentanyl but I've collected a bunch of strong prescription opioids from surgeries over the years that I just never touched...until recently. Only by taking them in higher doses to knock me out, I learned how incredibly addictive they can be. I don't have an addictive personality, but the feeling of becoming light and drowsy quickly feels very comforting. It's euphoric to force your body to rest in a way.

I understand listing sources isn't permitted but do you buy them over the dark web or in person from a dealer? I'm lost with ordering them online and despite living in a country where there's an opioid crisis, I can't find anyone who sells it. Maybe I'm too much of a square to find the right people

 

[Cashewmilk]

Haven't tried heroin or fentanyl but I've collected a bunch of strong prescription opioids from surgeries over the years that I just never touched...until recently. Only by taking them in higher doses to knock me out, I learned how incredibly addictive they can be. I don't have an addictive personality, but the feeling of becoming light and drowsy quickly feels very comforting. It's euphoric to force your body to rest in a way.

I understand listing sources isn't permitted but do you buy them over the dark web or in person from a dealer? I'm lost with ordering them online and despite living in a country where there's an opioid crisis, I can't find anyone who sells it. Maybe I'm too much of a square to find the right people

I have been hanging around drug dealers half my life. I'm totally desensitized to gang and criminal activity so yeah for me it's super easy. It can be tough you basically have to make friends with someone who has a contact. I usually say go out and party and look for any drug like cocaine, get your new party friends to vouch for you (most people are friendly when high or drunk). It could also be where I grew up, I live in a seedy town that has a big reputation for being shady, so we're introduced to it during highschool. Even my little square sister who smokes weed and goes to university can find a drug dealer around here. It's notorious for drop out kids or rebellious kids to enter the criminal life here, it's just super easy. Usually weed is a good gateway drug, or it used to be. But usually wherever you find any type of drug you'll lead your way to heroin or fent. You just have to seem chill and trustworthy, be really really chill and relaxed and go with the flow.

 

[krsu]

Opiates run my life