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Venting Any Ideas on how to grow some balls?

Capsaicin78

Capsaicin78

Full time failure
May 4, 2022
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Title haha. Yeah I'm so torn apart between the decision to ctb or continue living. I wish I had the balls to end it. Still, only I can decide in this matter and unfortunately nobody can help me with my decision....
 
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summers

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Nov 4, 2020
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Living or dying is not about balls or bravery. It's about making the best choice for you at that time.
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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There is no middle ground between the two extremes, except for living long-term in misery. The most logical strategy is to whole-heartedly attempt recovery and then decisively CTB if results are unsatisfactory.
 
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theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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Having many strong reasons to die is supposed to kill the YES.
 
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Capsaicin78

Capsaicin78

Full time failure
May 4, 2022
238
summers said:
Living or dying is not about balls or bravery. It's about making the best choice for you at that time.
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No , but being able to make a decision has something to do with balls.
Pluto said:
There is no middle ground between the two extremes, except for living long-term in misery. The most logical strategy is to whole-heartedly attempt recovery and then decisively CTB if results are unsatisfactory.
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True. I don't have the strength left to do any of both unfortunately.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be really tiring feeling trapped and being unsure about your decision. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering.
 
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Hope:-)

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Jul 3, 2022
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I honestly think that suicide becomes a decision that life almost makes for that person. I'm not sure there's too many people who truly choose suicide. I feel backed into it and I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels that way.x
 
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