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DonTellMeToStayAlive

DonTellMeToStayAlive

Student
Jan 18, 2019
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Title says it all. I am looking to get this drug for ctb. I know that it is mentioned in the PPH, that is where I got the idea from.
 
houseofleaves

houseofleaves

how's life treating ya?
Jan 14, 2022
632
My friend tried this and survived. So i dunno, this might be not the best choice.
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,585
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/848120/?q=Amitriptyline&o=relevance
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,851
My friend tried this and survived. So i dunno, this might be not the best choice.
What happened to your friend? Were they injured? This is a method I have on standby, though sometimes I think about other methods
 
houseofleaves

houseofleaves

how's life treating ya?
Jan 14, 2022
632
What happened to your friend? Were they injured? This is a method I have on standby, though sometimes I think about other methods
Yeah, she had a weird seizure some time after. She may suffer more [seizures]. And of course, she was in a psych ward.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,851
Yeah, she had a weird seizure some time after. She may suffer more [seizures]. And of course, she was in a
Thank you. I was hoping this method was 100 per cent effective. There is a more toxic medication in the same class, banned in UK but you can still get it. I've forgotten the name but have looked into it before
I think if I use the Ami I will add a second method. I just liked it because you don't have to drink anything nasty.
 
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Capsaicin78

Capsaicin78

Full time failure
May 4, 2022
238
Thank you. I was hoping this method was 100 per cent effective.
Everyone hopes that methods are 100% effective. Unfortunately they are not. Only N is close to being 100%
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,851
I'm going to campaign for euthanasia
as well as access to drugs
for everyone
e.g. LSD also for black people
and not just white professors
it helps with fear
and dying
and climate change
is shit
it did also help me with depresison
when I was bedridden
but that was only when
someone who loved me
gave me a good talking to
and talked me out of my mindset
but alone
it never helped me
LSD and Ketamine Therapy
Save Lives
And change our views on Childhood
so I will campaign
for assisted dying
and access to all mental illness medications
because
depression and anxiety are rising
you can see how long I've been suicidal
as I am enlightened on this forum
but right now
I'm off my tits
but not suidial
I'm writing a play
about drugs, deprewssion, climate change
would God rather be dead
yes definitely
sometimes
often
sometimes life is shit
the human condition
humans are barbaric
but people with mental illness
are they not just more senstive
older souls
experiencing mroe trauma
to help them wake up
to the cosmic reality
that this is all a movie
so if you take drugs
what do you see?
Are we a dream within a dream?
I mean I am pro-Choice
when climate change hits
you'd be stupid to want to live
and watch your loved ones die
of thirst
so fuck this shit up
I'm talking child abuse
is worse than drugs
and not everyone should be parents
an d if your parents hurt you
I'm sorry
they are computer programs
this si a simulation
but really this world is beautiful
but if you are depressed
everything is hell
but is depression better than climate change?
Discuss.
 
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Thefuture

Student
Feb 28, 2022
105
I took 1,300mg an woke up in ICU. I woke up confused and panicking. Very weird feeling waking up and being aware you're about to loss consciousness again. I was also hallucinating like crazy in hospital while I was coming out of it. Which felt like the worst part. If you're gonna take it, make sure you take a lot. I've also taken like 300mg when I just wanted to sleep to avoid my depression. This shit knocks you out that's for sure.
If you're gonna take it, make sure you take a lot. I'd probably take 6-8000mg and some anxiety pills. I don't think you'll survive that.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,851
I took 1,300mg an woke up in ICU. I woke up confused and panicking. Very weird feeling waking up and being aware you're about to loss consciousness again. I was also hallucinating like crazy in hospital while I was coming out of it. Which felt like the worst part. If you're gonna take it, make sure you take a lot. I've also taken like 300mg when I just wanted to sleep to avoid my depression. This shit knocks you out that's for sure.
If you're gonna take it, make sure you take a lot. I'd probably take 6-8000mg and some anxiety pills. I don't think you'll survive that.
It is a cocktail, the recipe is on this forum. you have to grind them to a powder I think and re-capsulate them. I didn't want to drink anything bitter, as I couldn't handle it, so that is why pills seemed better...but you need Meto.
 
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Thefuture

Student
Feb 28, 2022
105
It is a cocktail, the recipe is on this forum. you have to grind them to a powder I think and re-capsulate them. I didn't want to drink anything bitter, as I couldn't handle it, so that is why pills seemed better...but you need Meto.
I dunno why you can't just swallow the pills. I guess it is a lot to swallow but it's better than having to drink it imo.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,851
I dunno why you can't just swallow the pills. I guess it is a lot to swallow but it's better than having to drink it imo.
I believe to swallow it faster as it is a lot of pills (and you also take Benzos tro pass out). YOu put them in bigger capsules. I am okay at the moment because of plant medicine, but really I am very pro choice. Especially as the world is so shit And humans are barbaricd.
 
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Euthanza

Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
1,446
I took 1,300mg an woke up in ICU. I woke up confused and panicking. Very weird feeling waking up and being aware you're about to loss consciousness again. I was also hallucinating like crazy in hospital while I was coming out of it. Which felt like the worst part. If you're gonna take it, make sure you take a lot. I've also taken like 300mg when I just wanted to sleep to avoid my depression. This shit knocks you out that's for sure.
If you're gonna take it, make sure you take a lot. I'd probably take 6-8000mg and some anxiety pills. I don't think you'll survive that.
How long did 1,3g knock your consciousness off?
 

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