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SueySide

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Mar 23, 2021
22
Hey all,
I'm new but I've been lurking on this site for a couple months now. I never do anything unless I'm absolutely sure about it, and that's the reason I've made this account.

Im planning to CTB very soon, in early April by partial suspension, and I am determined that I don't fail to properly CTB. I'm going to attempt to drink some alcohol to suppress SI, but the biggest problem is that I live in a house with four other people. I noticed that when you pass out during partial, your body actually moves around and can potentially make a lot of noise. If I am to attempt in the middle of the night, I risk waking them up and foiling my plans, so is there any way to limit the noise?
I've considered hanging on a tree branch because I live in a heavily wooded area, but I noticed that the branches on most trees that I can reach are too skinny to support my weight, while I cannot reach the branches that are taller than me.

I live in Canada and I cannot order SN because of the people in the house. I don't want to raise any suspicions and get sent to the psych ward again. I was thinking of other methods like CO but I cannot drive and definitely cannot CO in my garage. If there's anyone who would like to CTB together, I'm up for it. I'm female and 20 years old btw; I've made a similar post in the partners thread but it seems like that doesn't have much potential, so I thought I'd make my first formal post here.

If there's no one who would like to CTB together then I can just go for partial, in which I'm hoping someone can tell me how to ensure that people in the room next to my room cannot hear me have a spasm during the unconscious stage?
 
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divid_enesa

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Mar 26, 2021
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I live in Canada as well. Say, you mentioned CTB, what might that method be?
 
BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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20 y/o female? Watch out for the creepers, you don't want to end up in a dungeon.
 
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Teepbak

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May 16, 2021
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you could find a way to get to the taller branches. A ladder maybe.
 
Greenberg

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Jun 28, 2020
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Hey all,
I'm new but I've been lurking on this site for a couple months now. I never do anything unless I'm absolutely sure about it, and that's the reason I've made this account.

Im planning to CTB very soon, in early April by partial suspension, and I am determined that I don't fail to properly CTB. I'm going to attempt to drink some alcohol to suppress SI, but the biggest problem is that I live in a house with four other people. I noticed that when you pass out during partial, your body actually moves around and can potentially make a lot of noise. If I am to attempt in the middle of the night, I risk waking them up and foiling my plans, so is there any way to limit the noise?
I've considered hanging on a tree branch because I live in a heavily wooded area, but I noticed that the branches on most trees that I can reach are too skinny to support my weight, while I cannot reach the branches that are taller than me.

I live in Canada and I cannot order SN because of the people in the house. I don't want to raise any suspicions and get sent to the psych ward again. I was thinking of other methods like CO but I cannot drive and definitely cannot CO in my garage. If there's anyone who would like to CTB together, I'm up for it. I'm female and 20 years old btw; I've made a similar post in the partners thread but it seems like that doesn't have much potential, so I thought I'd make my first formal post here.

If there's no one who would like to CTB together then I can just go for partial, in which I'm hoping someone can tell me how to ensure that people in the room next to my room cannot hear me have a spasm during the unconscious stage?
Have you thought of ordering SN and having it delivered to a PO Box? Partial just appears risky to me, that is all. Best!
 

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