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Forthelulz

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I wanted to ctb today, but I feel so nervious and anxious. My stomach is turning and my head hurts like it's about to explode. Not sure if I'm having second thoughts or I'm just scared it will be painfull and I won't pass out soon enough. Anyone
 
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SpottedPanda

SpottedPanda

I'm all about coffee and cigarettes
Jul 24, 2019
612
Why not give yourself some time to think things through?
 
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aminend

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May 24, 2020
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What's ur method
I wanted to ctb today, but I feel so nervious and anxious. My stomach is turning and my head hurts like it's about to explode. Not sure if I'm having second thoughts or I'm just scared it will be painfull and I won't pass out soon enough. Anyone
 
TheRaul95

TheRaul95

Student
Apr 25, 2020
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Same with SN, not knowing exactly, how long or what will happen...
 
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Myforevercharlie

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Feb 13, 2020
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Please think about this again..
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
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I wanted to ctb today, but I feel so nervious and anxious. My stomach is turning and my head hurts like it's about to explode. Not sure if I'm having second thoughts or I'm just scared it will be painfull and I won't pass out soon enough. Anyone
Dont feel bad. Our time will come. Untill then just try to endure snd stay calm
 
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Forthelulz

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Oct 7, 2019
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Dont feel bad. Our time will come. Untill then just try to endure snd stay calm
I guess... Tried to do it, failed and spent tha last hlaf hour crying. What now? How long do we wait?
 
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Isadeth

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Jun 12, 2020
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AnxietyAttack44
"Dont feel bad. Our time will come. Untill then just try to endure snd stay calm"

I completely agree. Don't feel bad that it didn't happen today. You have time, literally as much time as you want. And until your time is done just endure. I think that's how most of us are doing it at least. ♡
 
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Forthelulz

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AnxietyAttack44
"Dont feel bad. Our time will come. Untill then just try to endure snd stay calm"

I completely agree. Don't feel bad that it didn't happen today. You have time, literally as much time as you want. And until your time is done just endure. I think that's how most of us are doing it at least. ♡
Thank you ❤
 
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