anxiety is really bad

[finish.me]

more family stuff. ive decided i dont want them in my life when i leave. its too exhausting

but y anxiety around them is growing so bad i dont even feel comfortable or calm with my door closed and bc ima fucking hermit anyway its literally like24/7 fucking stomach aches and anxiety shits/vomiting (tmi) i dont want to fucking live anymore dude but i fucking have to because i promised my boyfriennd and close friend i owuld move out with them but its ilterally too much i would still be damaged out there in the world

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. Anxiety really can be awful. It can be hard to carry on when you are struggling, I understand that, but I wish you the best.