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neren

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Jan 17, 2021
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I've been looking at what I have access to and all that is available are trazadone and wellbutrin. I think maybe trazadone? Says one of the side effects might be nausea. I don't want to risk it.
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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Jul 19, 2020
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I used trazodone to relax me in my first "attempt". It relaxed me so much it caused me to fall asleep before I could even take the SN! Woke up when the police knocked on my hotel room door.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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I used trazodone to relax me in my first "attempt". It relaxed me so much it caused me to fall asleep before I could even take the SN! Woke up when the police knocked on my hotel room door.
Why did police knock on your hotel door ? Did you fall asleep so long that you slept past the checkout time ?
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

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Jul 19, 2020
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Why did police knock on your hotel door ? Did you fall asleep so long that you slept past the checkout time ?
No, but enough time had passed for my family to make contact with the police who searched for me. I was dumb and sent a farewell message via text to a friend. The police pinged my phone and were able to identify the town to which I had escaped. They searched the hotels and found my car at one of them. They front desk told them where I was.

At least they didn't charge me for the room. Silver lining?
 
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Trish717

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Jun 4, 2022
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seems like taking the Trazadone immediately after swallowing the SN could have been good.
 

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