smirks00ts
have you...ever done something that you regret?
- Jul 12, 2026
- 64
so far. there are a few remote deserted places with mountains and slight trees around. they arent the easiest to go to but since Im getting a license today itll be fine. I plan to use a fire arm. either my dad's larger pistol or a shotgun. im not sure about the method exactly but Def firearms. jumping off a mountains could be good too, though. pills won't work for me and uni ledges wont be too high.
I have been getting worse mentally more and more. but I hope I can die soon. being g dead is better thsn hurting people.ever in thr future or being reminded of my mistakes if I ever live and change which I dont feel like I deserve. I dont care anymore yet im scared of everything and judgement.
sorry for the Ramble at the end here.
slight edit already oops. but I still think of my parents and family. I reslly want to die but I fear their reactions. its way less now though. I think im more hopeless thsn ever thst it hurts my stomach physicslly
I have been getting worse mentally more and more. but I hope I can die soon. being g dead is better thsn hurting people.ever in thr future or being reminded of my mistakes if I ever live and change which I dont feel like I deserve. I dont care anymore yet im scared of everything and judgement.
sorry for the Ramble at the end here.
slight edit already oops. but I still think of my parents and family. I reslly want to die but I fear their reactions. its way less now though. I think im more hopeless thsn ever thst it hurts my stomach physicslly
