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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Another night of going to sleep and wishing I wouldn't wake up. I feel so stupid for feeling like this.
 
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Beeper

Experienced
Sep 28, 2021
227
Another night of going to sleep and wishing I wouldn't wake up. I feel so stupid for feeling like this.
I'm in the same boat.

Lately I've been "praying" to the void that my life will end in my sleep. I don't look forward to waking up.

It's not stupid to feel this way. It is real, and it is really unfortunate that human lives and minds can get to this point.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I'm in the same boat.

Lately I've been "praying" to the void that my life will end in my sleep. I don't look forward to waking up.

It's not stupid to feel this way. It is real, and it is really unfortunate that human lives and minds can get to this point.
I always feel I'm a burden to everyone. I was in a mental facility last month for a week so now because of me we owe a big bill. Once I'm gone people will be a lot happier not dealing with me.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,560
I feel your pain.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,628
Every night I hope to never wake again. I want to die a peaceful death like that. It really is horrible being alive. I understand how you feel. In no way is it stupid. It makes perfect sense. Death is the absence of suffering and only then I can find the peace that I am unable to find in this life.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Every night I hope to never wake again. I want to die a peaceful death like that. It really is horrible being alive. I understand how you feel. In no way is it stupid. It makes perfect sense. Death is the absence of suffering and only then I can find the peace that I am unable to find in this life.
I'm just so tired of the constant worry of every day life. My anxiety is so bad now and medications don't work. The only time I felt somewhat peaceful was when I was locked up in a mental facility believe it or not. My body is just so tired and aches. I'm just waiting on my SN and then the planning will start for me to ctb
 
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